Love's a lie?

The first mark

WARNING TRIGGER WARNING

"What is that?' John asks as he slowly grabs my arm not touching my wrist.

"Nothing it's nothing," my voice cracked as I remember everything I felt when I did what I did.

"Bullshit, hope I know what it is, look at me in the eyes and say you didn't cut DO IT," John yells

I can't look at him I just break down. I fall to my knees hoping he'll caught me but he doesn't. He just walked away. Why?

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Sorry guys I needed to write something and I felt that it was needed