my life

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IMy life is a never ending hell let's start there I had just lost my dog and my best friend lost her sister she committed suicide a couple months back. She was so hurt. We were friends and now we arnt. She was the love of my life about two months ago and now this we fight non stop and we never get along.she started hanging out with the people she always told me that she wouldn't, so thisight sound harsh but I can live life without her and now I will hang out with the preps who I have always hated but you know people change...right.

  My life started being fuxked up when I lost my Nana. Its really sad actually she didn't even know who I was when she died. I'm sorry...

Why is it that when you find someone u love they don't even know you exist I was in love with a guy named Kristian Scott wheeler he's an asshole if u like him forget about him he will hurt you I learned that the hard way...I fell and I fell hard he hurt me so bad..."oh I will never hurt a girl" he's always told me that. He told me the other day that and I looked at him in his eyes who he was dating he's dating my best friend he said Katy. She's my "best friend" but we are good. I told him that he hurt me but he did not care... Good friend huh. Im bi-sexual and currently have a boy friend his name is Steven axle black I'm in love with him he's absolutly amazing.
If I told u I loved u would u hold me close
If I said I missed you would u never let me go
If I said forever would u tell me always
If I told u,u were my lover would u kiss me forever
These are the words I ask myself everyday...

Now my friends....my very extremely weird friends....let's start with america Elizabeth walker...she's well she's america. She's about one of the weirdest friends I have...she's amazing and I love her to death she and I have had our problems but you know how it goes. Marie is well how I say emo she's always dressed in black and on the occasion she is dressed in her high tops korn shirt and black skinny jeans...she absolutely hates regular skinny jeans . she is what I can call cool laid back boring at times but you know.this is one of Marie's older sisters favorite songs I hop u like it

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