Both of them have there guard up, not willing to trust anyone and with so many secrets that nobody knows will they be each others fresh air after years of drowning or will they be each others greatest downfall
After Alexandria finishes high school s...
I woke up with my alarm clock blaring in my ear fuckkkkkk
I jolt up and out of my bed when I realize today is the day I leave my personal hell, Me and my best friend Destiny finished high school and decided to move to NYC together it has been our dream since freshman year in high school, we have been best Friends since 1st grade and I 100% believe that she is my soulmate (non romantic obviously). She knows everything about me except a few things that nobody knows about, but that is a story for another time.
I am shaken from my thoughts when I see that Destiny is calling me so I pick up her call
Destiny: BITCH ARE YOU UP
me: dude shut the fuck up I just woke up
Destiny: Bitch today is the day we leave this shit hole and make our way to the big city
me: that is the corniest shit you have ever said, anyways I am all packed up I'll throw my shit into my baby and I'll meet you at yours in 20 ok?
Destiny: sounds good see you soon love you bitch
me: love you too dumb ass
I hang up and make my way to my closet and get the outfit I left in there and change into it. I have on some grey cargo sweats with a grey sports bra, a thick flannel jacket, a beanie, a silver chain, and some air force ones. I make my way down stairs quietly since everyone is still asleep, I put all my shit in my car and make my way inside to say goodbye. First I go to my brother and nephews room,
"hey douchebags wake up" I yell causing all three of them to jolt up in panic
"sis what the hell was that for" my brother says
"aunty Alex are you leaving" my youngest nephew Brandon asks
"yeah my love but don't worry I will make sure you come and visit ok" I say
"Ok aunty Alex" Brandon says giving me a hug
"I am going to miss you aunty Alex" my next nephew Tino says
"I am going to miss you to bud try not to give your uncle here a hard time ok" I say now pushing back tears that are threatening to come out
"sissy I am going to miss you so much, who would have thought your dumb ass would move out before me" my older brother Mariano says
"you are the one that wanted to stay home until you finished med school smart ass" I respond
"In all seriousness I am going to miss you, I know shit has been hard but I am really proud of you and I am happy you're finally getting out of here,I love you." my brother says
"I love you to dummy" I tell him with a hug
"ok guys I have to get going give me one last group hug" I say and they immediately engulf me in a hug full of testosterone
I walk out of the room and look back one more time with a sad smile, I make my way to my parents room hoping to make it a quick goodbye, as I creep in I see they just woke up so I choose to make it short, sweet and quiet.
"Hey guys I am heading out now but I will call when I get there and I will try and call as often as possible I love you guys" I say
my parents shift their attention towards me and give me a sad smile and stand up my dad does his thing first
"goodbye Alex I love you very much remember that have a good time in NYC" my dad says with an awkward side hug and kiss on the forehead as my mom makes her way over and my dad leaves the room
"Ti amo moltissimo tesoro e ho sempre saputo che avresti fatto cose incredibili Spero che ti divertirai un mondo a New York, qualunque cosa tu faccia, cerca di non lasciare che il passato appesantisca il tuo futuro, fai cose incredibili e vivi la vita che non ho mai avuto e per carità trova un marito" she tells me in her native tongue
(translation: I love you very much sweetheart and I always knew you would do amazing things I hope you have a great time in new york, whatever you do try not to let the past weigh down your future do amazing things and live the life I never got to, and for goodness sake find a husband)
"Ti amo moltissimo mamma e ti prometto che vivrò la mia vita al massimo, proprio come mi hai insegnato tu" I respond back the same way because sometimes Italian is just easier for me when it comes to my feelings.
(translation: I love you very much mama and I promise i will live my life to the fullest just like you taught me)
"ok mama time for me to leave I love you" I say with one last hug I exit and make my way to the last room in the house, my room so I can say goodbye to my favorite person in the world, the person who knows more about me that my best friend, my niece Kayla, As I make my way in I see that she is sitting on my bed cuddling my blanket, so I walk over and climb in the bed with her and pull her over to me so I am hugging her
she jolts up and says 'OH MY GOODNESS I THOUGHT YOU LEFT ME ALREADY"
I chuckle and say "you thought I would leave without saying goodbye to my favorite roommate"
"I am your only roommate shit head" she replies rolling her eyes
"what did I say about rolling your eyes at me, if you keep doing it it will get stuck little girl" I say with my words full of sass
"I am not a little girl I am 14 years old" she replies crossing her arms
"Me ne vado ma mi mancherai molto, per favore chiamami tutti i giorni" I saying switching to Italian
(translation: I am leaving but I am going to miss you very much, please call me everyday)
"everyday I promise" she says with tears in her eyes
"I love you very much and if you need anything please call me" I say finally letting a tear escape
"I love you too but you better get going" she says hugging me
"ok have fun having your own room smart ass" I say walking out of the room making my way to the front door just as I am about to leave I decide to do one last thing.
at the top of my lungs I yell "BYE BYE BITCHES I AM OUT THIS MOTHER FUCKER"
I finally make my way into my car and drive over to destiny's
