Are You The One For Me?

Heartbroken Boy

As I was walking to the park to get some mint chocolate chip ice cream for my sweet tooth I saw my crush, Simon. He had blonde hair and beautiful blue eyes that I could stare into forever and get lost in them. I stopped daydreaming about his eyes when I tried to take a closer look, he looked like he was waiting for someone to arrive. I thought to myself, 'is he on a date with someone? Or maybe he's just hanging out with someone?' Then a million memorizes zoomed through my head all about my other ex-crushes that already had been taken or like someone else. Then I shooked my head and looked back at Simon when suddenly a girl approaches him.

As I was about to follow them I hesitated, then thought ' If I do follow him it'll make me a stalker. If I don't I'll never be able to find out if they are in a relationship.' As I made my choice to follow them I turned around and they were gone. I sighed, then looked at the ice cream store. I'll go home for today, I sighed. As I arrived at my apartment I looked at my front dorm with a letter taped to the door. I opened it up and thought it could be bills that I had to pay off, but I was wrong. I looked inside and saw a love letter? I went inside and sat down ready to open and read the letter.

As I sat down on my couch I went and grabbed the letter from the desk and read it out loud, 

Dear, Haru

Sorry for the words "Love Letter" I couldn't find any other envelope I had nothing to put my letter in. I wanted to ask if you feel better after the last incident about your crush. The last time you talked with me on voice call you seemed like you have a breakdown. Hope you feel better.

-Your sister, @!#%$W@  (Author note: Sorry I don't really send/write letters often)

I sighed and laid down on my couch, 'When will I find my true love?' I thought. I shook my thoughts away and went to wash up and got to bed. As I walked to my bathroom to get ready for bed. I suddenly remember earlier today when I saw Simon and the girl I tried to shake it off but couldn't when I thought about it more they seem liked lovers. I felt a tear drip down my face and another one following it. (Authors note: Haru is a very emotional person reminder.) I wiped my tears with my sleeve and finished my night routine. And went to bed and pulled on the cover.

The next morning I woke up in cold sweat as I had a dream about Simon and the girl going on a date. When I suddenly thought about my dream more I realized that there was someone following them I think. Or maybe... He was following... ME!? I shook that thought off but it still gave me a cold shiver down my spine. I went to get showered, as I turned on the shower faucet I felt warm hot water pour down my back. It was relaxing I thought. Once I finished showering I went to order breakfast but then I hesitated and thought maybe I should cook. Sure I wasn't the best at cooking but none is perfect. So I decided to cook simple easy pancakes. And that's where I messed up I thought as I was walking down a sidewalk as I remembered this morning where my stubborn self tried to cook pancakes even though I didn't know how to cook. Haru thought to himself.

Haru sighed, then continued walking he was very deep into his thoughts he hadn't realized he bumped into someone. He look up with an embarrassed face until he realized who it was. "Hello?" The stranger said. Haru knew who the stranger was it was Simon!? Haru's face turned redder then a tomato and instantly ran. After 10 minuets of running Haru slowed down and went to catch his breath. He saw a bench and sat down, Oh my god!! That was the worst impression anyone can have talking to there crush. 

Haru calmed down and felt less flustered.