starlight {dabi x reader}

04 .beautiful memories

april 08
2:34 am

you woke up from your sleep only a couple hours after finally dozing off.
aggravated, you got up just like you always did and went to the balcony.

to your shock there was no dabi.
however,
the large patch of grass below your ledge had been burned.

burned to create the words,
until tomorrow night
surrounded by a heart.

you smiled to yourself as you realized the effort he went through to create the little message.
surprisingly, you also found yourself feeling a weird feeling.
disappointment.
you were disappointed to not see him, the man with the blue flame.

you went and laid back in your bed.
thinking of him and remembering his scent made you feel drowsy.
just as you were close to being asleep again, you realized his small action brought you peace.
something only the stars can do.
and this thought alone allowed to return back to your restful state instantly.

-

you noticed yourself doing things to make the days go by faster to get to nights sooner.
it used to be the complete opposite,
as you were scared of what was to come in the night.
now you looked forward to the future little meetings between you and your..
stalker.

as you walked out of the doors to finally meet your mysterious man again, he gave you the same look he did before.

the one with the smirk.

"are we only going to meet outside in the middle of the night?" you asked jumping right to the thought that surrounded your head today.

as he looked at you he said, "i thought i was a murderer and you were my victim?"
a sense of humor,
you liked that.

despite his words, he held his hand out to you,
as you slowly placed yours in his, warmness spilled throughout.
you stared at the beautiful mystery in front of you, but all you could notice was the pain behind his eyes.
his touch combined with his burning stare captivated you,
questioning your whole life and the words about to come out of your mouth.

"come back to my room" the words confidently flowing between you two.

"are you sure princess? i wouldn't want to scare you." the level of sarcasm so high in his words.

but that nickname,
it made you sure.

you turned around with your hands still connected,
leading him through the halls and eventually to your door.
you opened it and let go of his hand.
as soon as he stepped through the frame followed by yourself,
you felt him grasp it again.
his touch gave you comfort.

you sat on your bed as he tore away from you sitting on the chair by your desk.
quietly, you guys stared at each other for what felt like a long time.
it wasn't an awkward feeling,
but almost peaceful.

"you don't go to this school do you." more of a statement than a question. he looked at you,
with a blank look in his eyes.

"i thought that was obvious." he paused.
"you know the way i only come by at night, staying hidden in the dark. you should be surprised i came into your room with you. however i have to admit, you make me want to risk it all."
the way he explained himself so openly, you wondered if he has done this before. meeting with a girl, making her feel for him the way they never have for anyone else before.

you didn't want to hear anymore of it. you didn't want the truth.

you got up and walked towards him,
your face getting as close as his did the first time you really felt the feelings you have now.
looking into his eyes, you closed your own and kissed him.

the fear of him rejecting the action rushed through you,
but too late.

as you were about to pull away he grabbed the side of your face and gave in.
butterflies filled your stomach and even your intestines as his hand touched you.
you've kissed plenty of people in the past, but no one has ever given you this feeling.

the kiss got rougher and more intimate.
both of you opening your mouths to allow each other access.
you felt his hand slide up your thigh as he picked you up and laid you on your bed,
standing over you, he took his shirt off.

his ugly purple scars were no longer ugly, but suddenly viewed as beautiful forgotten memories.
you don't care what he looked like or what happened,
all you knew is you weren't meant to meet this stranger.
and that you had a feeling he was meant to meet you.