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After that all I just lived alone I have no friends because I was scared because what if they leave me too and I realize it's 1:50 am in the morning I tried to go out to catch up some fresh air
My foot bring me here at hanriver no one was here it's just me and the whole sky alone, tried to shout
"SOOBIN......"
"DO YOU HEAR ME?"
"ARE YOU THERE?"
" I AM TIRED CAN I JOIN YOU THERE"
"WHATS THE MATTER OF LIVING IF YOU DON'T HERE"I yelled and my tears started streaming
"SOOBIN.. "I yelled her name
"YOU PROMISED BUT YOU BROKE IT"I yelled
"PROMISES ARE THE SWEETEST LIES SOOBIN!!"
"I THOUGHT YOU GONNA BE HERE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN!"
"BUT WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU ALSO LEFT ME LIKE THE OTHERS"I yelled while tears still streaming
"I DIDN'T DESERVE ALL OF THIS.."
"I WANT TO BE HAPPY BUT WITH YOU SOOBIN.."I yelled and it suddenly rained hard as if the sky was also crying like me
Finally.. The sky speaks..
"YOUR SO UNFAIR YOU LEFT ME ALONE HERE"I yelled and the rain continued falling while me I'm already wet
"IF THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO BE WITH YOU IS TO JUMP HERE I WILL DO IT.."
"FOR MY OWN HAPPINESS I WILL JUMP HERE JUST TO BE WITH YOU"I yelled
"I LOVE THE WORLD BUT I THINK WORLD DONT LOVE ME!"I yelled and I supported myself to climb up I clung first and wondered if I would really jump here
"I was prepared but it's still hurt" I whispered and wiped my tears.
"In the first place I know you gonna leave me too but I'm hoping that your promised is not lies,I hope you don't promise to me soobin I hate you I hate you for being selfish I want to be with you. " I said while still crying
"Every time I think of the moments with you, it's make me cry. You're not here beside me you're the reason why I'm still continue living so what's the matter of continue living when you're not here now anymore?" I said again as the cold breeze embrace my whole body.
I closed my eyes for a moment and opened it immediately, I saw the world.
I see the view and I am really thankful that I saw this one last time.
I looked up to sky.. The sky just kept on raining and now I am wet as fuck.
I closed my eyes again and muttered the word I love you soobin then jumped...
I jumped to finish all..
I was tired of living
My heart is so tired..
I wanted my self to be with them I want to come with Soobin..
My mission on this unfair world is already done..
I started feeling dizzy then everything went black.
I forgot I can't swim.
I'm gonna saw your adorable dimple bin.
I jumped while a tears flowing through my cheeks.. To able to be with him.. I jumped.
BREAKING NEWS:
"A body of a girl name Jung
Y/n was seen floating at Han river in the time of 8:09am the incident is still under investigation back to you Jihyun"
••The end••
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The Sky Speaks (Choi Soobin)
Fanfiction"Everyone is Already leave me I'm just waiting for you to leave me too" What if the person we thought was just there for us for the rest of our life couldn't keep the promise you thought would be fulfilled? There are really promises that were meant...