My Story How I Tell It - My Insperation

I dedicate this story to my mum

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Part of my poem Dying

Die, I mean nothing

Well nothing to you

Don't help me change my mind

I can't afford you to.

Oh what I'd do to mean anything

I seem to have nothing

Including friends

I've a problem in deciding about dying

Dying cause there's no point

No point in life with no love

Can you live without love?

Tell me.

I wanna mean something

Even to just have a friend.

One day someone became my friend for who I was

I saw a brink to a new friendship

After being broken battered and bruised

I did something I don't usually do tell people

My story!

Even though I have had friends who care and friends who have helped me through good and bad, I still think about suicide after finding out about my mum.

My mum was told that she had to have an operation that meant she only had a 50/50 chance of living. She is still here after that but after thid specific op she under went 5 or 6 other operations on her head and hips. She is now waiting to have two operations one on her stomach and the other on her hips. My mum is my inspreation and strength. This has helped me over the past 6 years.

I love my mum she is amazing and always will be.

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Ali xx

song for today is Now by Paramore