I couldn't sleep anymore and I was just waiting for the stupid alarm so I don't have to wake Anna and mom. I've been awake since like 3:00 i guess?
The alarm finally ringed and I got out of the bed. I don't even know what I'm going to wear and I think I forgot way to my new school... I'm such a mess. I just decided to wear my favorite jagged stone shirt and some pair of black ripped jeans. I was very confused about what to do with my hair so I just decided to brush it and leave it alone.
When I left the house, I realized that I'm really early so maybe I could sneak to the class and not speak to anyone, that'd be amazing. But it wouldn't be me of course if I didn't forget the way, so it took me more than 30 minutes to find the school, and it was exactly 7:46, gosh everyone is already there. I was supposed to get my books in the office and also my new schedule.
In the principal office there was this really sweet young woman, I think she could be in her late 20s. She told me where can I find my class and gave me so many books, my hands started to hurt immediately, and again it wouldn't be me if I didn't come late to my class- on the first day of class... amazing y/n, just perfect...
"Good morning, I'm so sorry I'm late, I went to principal office and also I couldn't find a way to the school because I just moved here-"
"It's fine-" the skinny redhead lady said with a smile on her face, I think she is kinda confused because she stopped in half of the sentence.
"Oh- you must be Y/n? Y/n y/l right?"
"Yes, madam. Can I take a seat somewhere?"
"Absolutely, you can sit in the back seat, right row."
"Thank you!" I said with a small nod and sat where she told me too. She started talking immediately and I wasn't really paying attention. I noticed that the person next to me was a tall boy, he didn't say anything. There was a pen in his hand and he was writing something on the paper. I couldn't stop myself from looking at the paper and I started reading it.
'Make me stay just one more day,
please don't leave me in the dark!
The cold is killing me,
all I want is to end it all,
please stop hurting me.
When you left I broke apart,
I'm just alone,
alone in the cold.
I'm the dead boy on the floor,
so please don't leave me...
And I'm sitting here after crying,
Just want to frickin' scream,
So make me stay just one more day,
Please don't leave me-"
"Are you going to take out your books or will you stare at me the whole class?" the boy said with lopsided smile on his face.
"Wha- I- I wasn't-" I was really confused and anxious because I'm not a very talky person.
"It's okay, I don't mind, but I think that the teacher won't be really happy." he chuckled and moved his pen in the direction of the board.
My shy ass just anxiously took out few books and then I realized- I have no idea what class are we having.
"Okay class, we will write a small test about this tomorrow so I hope everybody understands! Have a great day and also don't forget to turn in the homework I talked about!"
Homework?! Test?! I'm so frickin' dumb, what am I going to do now? Aaaaaaaaaaaah, I started anxiously scratch my wrist again till it was really red.
"Hey? Are you okay?" the boy next to me started taking. I immediately came back to reality and noticed his concerned face.
*he touches your wrist*
"Calm down, i noticed that you haven't payed attention in class, do you need help?" he looked very concerned, wow, I know him for an hour and he knows how much of a psycho I am. Great Y/n great...
"I- I don't even know what subject we had..."
"Oh, well if you want I can help you after school, you can come to my place..."
"I don't want to bother you-" I just realized that I don't even know his name. Calm down, don't panic y/n, just play it cool-
"Luka, ehm- my name is Luka- and you won't bother me! I'll be happy if I can help."
"Really?" he was so calm, I think I made first friend on this goddamn school.
"Really, oh and please, I know I'm flawless, but make sure you pay attention in class kay?" he chuckled and I smiled a bit.
"Yeah of course, ehm Luka!"
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FanfictionY/n is a girl with horrible and devastating past, she is just trying to live normal 17y.o. girl and not be haunted by her past. After moving to Paris she meets a boy, Luka, from the first moment she knows he is not a normal boy his age, maybe she f...
