March 1st 7:47 pm.
Of course he did. Jin was ready to start his new life with Taehyung. Things that stopped him from accepting this marriage was the fear of getting exposed by his ex-boyfriend. He so badly wanted this marriage to work and that was the reason why he accepted Taehyung when they showed his photo.
It was when Seokjin came out of his toxic relationship with Min Yoongi. After two months of suffering, Jin tried to live his life. He was in his room doing meditation like his parents suggested, and he didn't knew that a small knock on his door could change his life. That was when his parents showed Taehyung's photo. But Jin must admit that his heart did skip just by looking at his husband's photo.
His heart said that the guy on the photo would love him and care about him. But he decided not to take any decisions without his parents approval. He knew that his parents would only do best for him. And that was the reason why he agreed to marry Taehyung.
Though it was an arranged marriage, Seokjin believed that this would work. But with constant threats from his ex-boyfriend haunted his nights and he couldn't sleep by having nightmares about his marriage stopping because of Yoongi.
Though things he expected happened, his husband's reaction towards the photos were unexpected. He looked at his husband to find any mocking or teasing but he could tell that Kim Taehyung was serious.
"I-I meant when I said " I do". " Jin whispered inaudibly but thankfully Taehyung heard it. A boxy smile appeared on his face making Seokjin look at his handsome face even more.
"That's all I ever wanted to hear, Jin." Taehyung said with a slight sigh and he knew that his husband said the truth. His eyes looked down and saw the envelope laying there in between them.
Taehyung picked the envelope making Jin's eyes widen in fear. He saw his husband getting down from the bed and he was standing tall infront of Jin making the other gulp.
"Come with me, Jin." Taehyung reached his hands for is husband who had furrowed eyebrows in confusion. Though Jin had many questions he didn't want to disobey his husband. Jin slowly placed his hands on Taehyung and his eyes locked with their wedding rings.
"P-Please don't kick me out." Jin thought to himself and held Taehyung's hands firmly. They both walked to the balcony that was attached to the bedroom. Taehyung opened the balcony door and soon they both were hit by the night breeze. Taehyung walked with Jin until they were outside the balcony making Jin to worry even more.
"A-Are you going to push me?" Jin asked making Taehyung chuckle by the silly question. He made Jin to stand in the balcony and Taehyung gave the envelope to Jin.
Taehyung looked at his husband's weird expression but with a sigh he opened Jin's shaky hands and placed the envelope on his hands. After placing it Taehyung stepped backward so that he was inside the bedroom and Jin was in the balcony. They both were separated by just the door that connected the balcony and the bedroom.
Jin looked at his shaky hands that were holding his hurtful memories that gave him sleepless nights. His eyes then locked with his husband who was giving him a sweet smile.
"It's your choice now, Jin." Again Jin was confused with his husband's words. He was losing his patience by trying to understand what his husband was saying to him.
"The thing in your hand is your past, and I am your present and future. If you want to live with me, I want you to throw the envelope from your hands far away. If you want your past to haunt you every single night by feeling guilty while living with me you can keep that envelope with you."
Taehyung said and folded his hands against his chest waiting for his husband to decide. He knew he had pushed Jin so much to make a decision this quick. But seeing his husband being afraid of every second hurt his heart.
He didn't miss how his husband's eyes looked around the surroundings when they were in aisle. He didn't want his husband to go through the same fear after his marriage.
He already knew about Jin's past from his in-laws. Kim Namjoon and Kim Jisoo explained him about the sufferings and the sleepless nights that Jin had been enduring for the past few months. He knew that Jin was not in love with his ex-boyfriend but more of terrified of him.
But also he didn't want his husband to live with him with fear still creeping in his heart. He want his husband to be strong and not letting others to control his life.
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Secrets | Taejin✔️
FanfictionA story where Kim Seokjin got cold feet on his wedding day💜❣ Main ship. Taejin💘 It's totally fan fiction. It's my imagination story. English is not my first language. So bear with me. Kindly give support and some encouraging words. All media used...