Tears stream down my face as mental images of my "friends" float through my head. I know I broke it off, but I did it to cut the Drama. Now I just feel broken like glass. I didn't know I was fragile and weak, yet here I am, alone and broken. My heart aches leaving me wondering if I did the right thing, but I also wonder what it would have been like if I had done it sooner. I regret both doing it and not doing it sooner. It's weird, and I feel broken because of it. I look to the sky and smile. Perhaps, I did the right thing but not soon enough, or maybe I did the wrong thing sooner than I should have. I don't know if I should forgive myself for getting rid of the toxic relationship or if I should not feel guilty at all. My heart breaks repeatedly at the guilt and regret stirring in myself. I breathe in fresh air and try to remember not to think about everything that is causing me to be broken inside.
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Feelings
RandomDon't judge, but I'm writing out random feelings. From desire, pain, and sadness to joy, happiness, and friendship; I'll put it all up. Some of them I've felt, and others, I haven't. Each chapter will be a feeling, so enjoy.