Im so sorry i have not updated in like forever!! Im in europe and the wifi SUCKS! Plus im on my ipod and yeahhh. Im also a bit stuck for ideas so let me know if you have any! :) okay enjoy this chapter catcha later alligator!!
-Rachel xx
I woke up to the sound of Louis snoring his head off. Why couldn't i have 5 more minutes of sleep! I rubbed my eyes and opened them blinded by the light beaming through the window. When my eyes finally adjusted i darted them over to my sleeping beauty. Aww he looks adorable when he's asleep. It would be a shame if someone woke him up rudely with a bucket of water! I laughed at my witty thoughts, i was so evil, well not really i just wanted an excuse to see louis all wet in his boxers. Damn that sounded good. I quietly creep out of bed and sneak downstairs to the laundry to grab a bucket. I place the bucket under the tap and fill it up three quarters of the way. I turn the tap of and smirk to myself. It was time! I tip toe back up the stairs to see an empty bed. What? Where could he have gone? I walk up to the bed to make sure i wasn't just seeing things, but he wasn't there. Where could he be?
"Nice try irish!" I hear a cheeky vlice behind me say. I turn around shocked, how did Louis get behind me? But that didn't matter because before i could even flinch Lou knocked the bucket of water onto me.
"HEY!" I scream, no not scream yell, screaming is for girls. Meanwhile Louis was laughing his ass off, that was so not funny.
"Im gonna get you for that!" I yelled and charged towards him. He reacted quickly and sprinted down the stairs out the door and onto the beach. I followed him knowing nobody was out there. Louis was a lot more athletic than me so i knew i probably couldn't catch him but it was fun trying. I kept running towards chim down the beach and he kept turning his head to make sure i wasn't gaining on him. Eventually he turned his head around an stupidly lost his balance and plummeted to the ground. I laughed so loudly at his expression on his face when he fell. I had him now! I kneeled down to the helpless boy and pinned his shoulders to the warm sand so he couldn't budge. He needed to pay.
"You've been a very bad boy Louis," i try to say as seductively as possible. He smirks at me "ohh have i now? What are you gonna do then?" He replies.
"You need to be punished. I know just how im going to punish you." I i move my head closer to his and run my fingers down to his waist. I could se a mixture of pleasure an nerves in his face.
"So how are you going to punish me then?" Louis says eager for an answer.
"Oh you haven't figured it out yet have you?" I say and brush my fingers against his lips. "Im going to... TICKLE YOU!!" Louis screams as i tickle him all over his body laughing my ass off. I continue to tickle him for another minute or two until we both can't breathe from laughing so hard. We run back inside and up the stairs to our room so we can clean off all the sand and wash off
Lou finally manages to catch his breath and say something "wow, for a minute there i thought we were gonna have sex!" I laugh at his honest remark. "Nope! Thats for later baby." I wink and lean in for a kiss. Louis happily kisses me back and pulls me in closer so i am laying fully on top of him. He deepened the kiss by slipping his tongue into my mouth. Our tongue's fought for dominance with each other for some time until my tongue won so he let me take control of the kiss. I never wanted this kiss to end, i never wanted 'us' to end. All of a sudded Louis pulled away from my lips looking confused and concerned.
"Whats wrong beautiful?" I ask and brush his hair out of his face.
"What is this?" He says looking into space.
"What is what?" I ask trying to make contact with his eyes.
"Like, you know, this..." He trails off tilting his head awkwardly.
"You mean, 'us'" i reply hesitating but finally making eye contact. Louis just nods in response.
Wow i never really thought about it this way, are we dating? Are we just mucking around? Am i gay? I mean i've liked Lou ever since X-factor and he is the only boy ive ever liked. Does that make me gay or bi? I have no idea! God why does everything have to be so complicated.
"Earth to Nialler!" Lou snaps me out of my trance. "Did you hear what i just said Niall?" He said looking upset.
"Ughh, no sorry," i say bashfully but squeeze his knee to comfort him.
"I said im... Gay." I see tears form in his eyes trying to escape but Louis controls them so they stay put.
Louis doesn't like it when people ask questions when he's upset and he hates it when he cries in front of someone so i just reached my arms out and wrapped them around his neck for a hug so he could let all his emotions out into my shirt. Once he calmed down i began to ease into talking about his feelings.
"How long have you known for?" I ask him still maintaining our embrace.
"About a month." He replies with small sobs.
I stoke his back to comfort him. "Its okay, when did you realise you felt this way?"
His sobs begin to grow stronger and he grips my shirt tight. He obviously was really upset by my question.
"Im sorry you dont have to answer that." I say felling guilty.
"No!" He whimpers slightly loud.
"You have the right to know."
He pulls away from our tight squeeze so he is sitting opposite and looking down to the floor.
"About a month ago from now," he stuttered. "I slept with a guy for the first time." What!!?? He slept with a guy? That wasn't me? Not that where at that stage yet but still! He was going out with Eleanor then and and this is just too much. I storm to the door just wanting to let all my tears out and punch a wall, i loved him god dammit! And it hurt so much!
"Wait!" Louis says in demand. I stop in my tracks but don't turn around to face him.
"You know him," he said shyly.
I don't respond but instead wait for what he has to say next, i needed to find this guy and hunt him down!
"It was on that night when we went to that club. You know beats night club."
I have no idea what he is talking about.
"All of the boys were there, we went for a fun night out, but i wasn't all that fun in the end." He had stopped sobbing now he was just speaking honestly i could tell, but i still don't remember this night.
"You were wasted so you probably don't remember much, i was drunk to but when im drunk i remember everything, and sometimes i hate the fact i can. Towards the end of the night i took this boy home, to you know... Do stuff."
Ughhh! Now he was really torturing me!
"We ended up having sex, and i actually liked it."
OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE HE JUST SAID THAT NOW I JUST WANTED TO PUNCH HIM.
"It was amazing until everything went sour. We were well, excuse the language, we were fucking each other. He was on top and he slipped and fell. He hit his his really hard on the bedside table and actually got a concussion. It was mortifying, i didn't know what to do so i called harry. He came over and took him to the hospital. We both agreed to never speak of that night again. That is me and harry, the guy i had sex with actually doesn't remember a thing from that night. While being treated in hospital he lost memory of that night and while he was recovering me and harry agreed not to put the image of that night back in his head. We thought it was for the best." He sighed in relief obviously glad he got that off his chest but i was still so mad! I clenched my fist trying to calm down but i couldn't.
"I don't regret one bit of it though, it was..."
"JUST TELL ME!" i snap and turn to face him in a rage. I had cracked.
"Please just tell me who it is." I started to sob. He obviously liked this person a lot more than he liked me.
"You really wanna know Nialler?" He asked calmly, how could he be calm!
"Please just tell me, now."
He took a deep breath in then his words finally trailed off his lips,
"You
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Love Will Find A Way [Nouis Tomoran]
FanfictionA love story of the bromance of Niall and Louis. Niall has always had feelings for Louis and hopes that one dat he will feel the same way. Will they ever get together? Or will Niall's dreams be crushed. Find out by reading!