From a young age moving place to place,
new area, people, adventure to face,
Always moving to diffrent schools,
my mind was one big wind pool,
my grandad died i was a mess,
acting like i didnt care less,
after time my heart began to heal,
my mind still spinning like a wheel,
i began to dance it was fun,
but after a while my dancing was finished and done,
one day i met someone love at first sight,
thats when i thought i met mr right,
with time he broke my heart,
how it felt where did i start,
he made me do things i didnt want to do,
on my own i made it through,
moving on trying to deal with it,
it was hard i will admit,
i did it alone noone beside me,
If only people could see,
My friends found out after a while,
that the cure on my face was a fake smile,
My teacher found out so did my mum,
i hated what he had done,
slowly i carried on each day,
some times yes i lost my way,
in year 8 i changed,
the ickle girl i knew had gone insiane,
i moved schools i had to,
leaving my friends what did i do,
i got poplar at my new school,
that wasnt good or cool,
being known by people isnt great,
not even when you have loads of mates,
i then made the same mistake,
the bigest mistake i will ever make,
I met someone who was kind,
inside he was mean out of his mind,
he asked me to sleep with his friend,
i wanted to be a true friend so i took this bend,
i told myself it will be one time,
in total one turned to eight a stupid crime,
when i realised it was to late,
this boy wasnt no where near my mate,
he used me he knew what to do,
the young girl who he saw straght through,
i told him no he didnt listen still,
he made me sleep with him against my will,
i wasnt strong enough,
i didnt know what to do it was tough,
i tryied again to forget it,
buut t was there in my mind it would sit,
i knew i couldnt live life,
so i self harmed with that stanley knife,
i then decided i wouldnt eat,
then an overdose but still my heart would beat,
i would jump of a bridge a new plan,
i wanted to do it i know i can,
one word stopped it all,
from that bridge fall,
admited to hospital my secrete out,
i still wanted to die without a dowt,
before i knew it i was admited to a menatl health unit,
i was told i would only be there for abit,
the hope unit is where i stayied,
was this my life what was made,
time passed i was still unsafe,
thats when i was moved to a different place,
the horizon unit long term,
until i was safe enough postive attuide to learn,
my childhood was taken away,
but you ask im okay.
