His Mafia Queen💍 🦋

🤍chapter nineteen 🤍

I ignored the call .
He suddenly cares this morning it sure didnt seem like it .
I thought he was diffrent .
I thought he was the one .
I thought he wouldnt break my heart.
I was wrong .
I thought maybe just maybe i can have this one
First caden .
Now ondreaz  .

Will i ever find love ?
Why am i never at peace ?
Why is my life a misery ?
I walked into this coffee and gift shop .
I wiped my tears away .
I walked into the bathroom .
I washed of my makeup and put this small chapstick on that i had in my pocket .
I walked out the bathroom of the shop .
My hair was drenched .
I was cold .
It was raining. 
My favourite weather when it rain it means i never cry alone .
I bought this book and pen and began to write a song .

I got out my phone and recorded myself singing .

Another love ,
I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care But it's so cold and I don't know where But they won't flower like they did last spring

I brought you daffodils in a pretty string

And I wanna kiss you make you feel alright

I'm just so tired to share my nights

I wanna cry and I wanna love

But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up

Oh oh

And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight But my hand's been broken, one too many times So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude Words they always win, but I know I'll lose

And I'd sing a song that'd be just ours But i sang 'em all to another heart And I wanna cry, I wanna learn to love But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love
But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up

Oh oh

I wanna sing a song, that'd be just ours But I sang 'em all to another heart And I wanna cry, wanna fall in love But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up

On another love, another love All my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up oh oh, oh

I wiped my tears away .
Ami:thank y'all for lisning i love you stay safe <3.
I posted a clip of me singing tiktok .
I turned off the comments .
My phone started vibrating i picked it up tony was calling
I answered. 

Ami:hello
Ton:oh thank god ur ok
Ami*sniffs*
Ton:oh ami where are u
Ami:im at this cute little cafe
Tony:we all saw ur tiktok ur singing is amazing honestly. 
Ami:thank you
Ton:lisn we heard ondres side maybe u should listen. 
I thought about it .
Maybe i should give him a chance .
I gave caden lots
Ill give him one .
Ami:ok ill give him a chance ill sent my location to him .

Ondres pov:
I was mean to amelia .
I was still drunk .
Still no excuse. 
While i was at the bar .
I saw olivia .
She tried to talk to me .
Idk what happened but she followed me to the mafia .
She came in and we argued .
She heard footsteps and started kissing me .
I tried pushing her away she kept her ground .
I heard Files drop .
I pushed her with all my strength and saw ami .
Ond:am-
Ami:save it ondre
She ran
Ond:are u fucking happy get the fuck out
Oli:bu-
Ond:I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT NEVER COME HERE AGAIN .
I ran after ami untill i couldnt see her .
I called tony to pick me up .
he came and i broke down .
Ond:i was so mean- i-i let all my anger out on-
Tony:shshshshs its ok bro
I broke down in tonys arms .
I couldnt do it .
It hurt i might loose the loml .
I told tony what happened as he drove me back .

We got back and i explained what happened while breaking down .
Xaiver came and comforted me .
I continously called her .
She never picked up .
Then tony called her .
I hear the pain in her voice .
I cried in xaivers arms again .
I did that .
I hurt her .
I couldn't bare too hear the pain .
I heard her sniff .
I knew she was crying .
The i heard a "ok ill give him a chance ill send him my location " .
I ran into my car i got a message saying
Ami ❤ sent her location