Abused Love Vkook 18+

Chapter 3

Taehyung's POV

I was sitting on the ground thinking who should I choose to stay with, My mind kept say go with Jin but somewhere inside of me was saying go with Jungkook and I felt like that part of me was driving me insane

I looked at the both in fear thinking of what I should do," Taeh, if you go with him you will get abused again, Jungkook doesn't love you and feels that he is entitled to everything because he is a mafia and that's not the life you want," Jin tried reasoning with me but somewhere in me was thinking that I should stay with him and I didn't know what it was

 I looked into Jungkook eyes and didn't see a cold, heartless man but someone with a very dark and terrible past that is still hunting him

" I choose.." I tried processing my word to say what I want to say as I took look at the both of them with teary eyes, I took a deep breath and let my mind take full control over my lips

" Jungkook," I answered in one breath, The rest gasped at my answer and even I was surprised that I chose him but I can't turn back now because I would get killed

 Jin pulled me out of the entrance room and to the living room," Taeh think this over, Jungkook will kill you if you stay with him

If you come with us you can have a great life with us and we will protect you no matter what, are you sure you want to stay with him?" He asked again to ensure if I wasn't going crazy 

 I nodded as a yes indicating that I want to stay yet still a part of me wants to say that I want to get out of this hell but it didn't come out

 Jin gave me a card with some numbers on it and gave it to me," If you ever need help call me," he said giving me the paper and going back to the room where we were before

took Namjoon's hand and walked out without uttering another word as I watched then leave me with the devil himself

" Kneel," I heard a voice command me and I did as I was told without hesitation

Jungkook clicked back on the leash handle and stroked my hair from in front

" Good Taeh Tiger, Why do you always choose to disobey and defy me?" he asked in a nonchalant tone

 I kept quiet not even knowing how to answer his question which earned me a hard slap across my face by my master, I could feel the blood streaming down my lips and coming out of my gums

" Taeh if you don't answer me right now, I will not give you any mercy," he threatened me pulling the leash upwards for me to look at him but I still didn't have an answer which is the biggest mistake of my life

He grabbed the roots of my hair and pulled me to his play area and my biggest fear and tied my wrists to the pole above me then ripped off my clothing leaving me completely naked

 he grabbed a whip and with all his force he planted a strike of pain across my back, legs, chest and stomach repeatedly as I screamed cried and begged him to stop

" STOP! PLEASE ST- AHH!" I yelled out so loud it echoed throughout the room, my screeches got louder and louder and he hit harder and harder

" GOD DAMMIT TAEH ANSWER ME!" he shouted demanding an answer and I had no choice but to answer him

" BECAUSE I'M SCARED, I WANT YOU TO KILL ME SO I COULD BE DEAD, I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS, I HATE MYSELF AND I WANT TO BE GONE SO I WOULDN'T BE A BURDEN TO ANYONE!" I shouted back letting all my sorrows pour out of me

 he untied the ropes and allowed me to drop on the floor like a pile of wasted garbage, he knelt to my level and cupped my cheeks maybe admiring what he did to me