My Mother Died of a Cancer (COMPLETE)

My Mother Died of a Cancer

This is a true story. I just wanna share my mother's story..so I hope you like it!

~MIMI_OPPA

Warning: Wrong typo and grammar

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My Mother Died of a Cancer

She was diagnosed of a stage 4 Collorectal Cancer when I was eight.
Young as I was, I could not understand what was really going on. All I know was that, she simply had a collon problem.

When the doctor recommend her for an operation, I'd started to feel fear and I started to ask..... is she going to die?

I found myself at the KMH (Kidapawan Medical Hospital) Chapel, praying to God, to give my mama another chance to live a longer life.

The fact that I was to young then, and that the thought of losing her, was what I considered to be my greatest fear-my greatest hurt.

I remember that night when Im sleeping on a couch-my sister suddenly wakened me up crying, saying that mama finally left.

It was a peaceful goodbye-she just slept and never woke up.

And now that she's gone, it was really so hard for me to accept the reality that she will never come back. I have nothing left but her memories and words, wishing me the best, her dreams for my success. I know she doesn't want to leave me, but she had to go-it was her time.

The coming of death is inevitable-a reality we can never change and therefore we have to accept. We will all die, it's our destiny. On how we live is not what matters, but on how we live our lives-how we cared for others and how we inspired them, that we will remain loving cherished in their hearts.

I am still hurt. The wounds are still fresh... I always remember mama everytime I feel so tired and burdened. I miss the love and care of a mother, her embrace and smile comforting me, telling me that everything will be alright.

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