Connie's P.O.V
"Connie, the concert starts at 6pm" my mother said from downstairs
"I know mom! I'm almost ready!!"I put on my blue skinny jeans and one direction shirt. I applied a little bit of eyeliner and foundation I ran downstairs and grabbed my phone from off the couch along with my purse and tickets I hugged my mom goodbye.
"Goodbye mom, I'll be back around 11"
"Okay have fun honey, stay safe" my mother said as she kissed my cheek
"I will, byeeeeeeee" I then smiled and shut the doorI texted my friend Kota to come pick my up. She was coming with me to the concert. After about 15 minutes she pulled up in my drive way.
"Wow you look hot" Kota said as I got in the passenger seat
"How" I asked her in confusion
"Never mind" she chuckled and pulled out of the driveway2 hours later we pulled up to the building where the concert would be. We got out of the car and made sure that we had everything that we needed. We then got in line after a few minutes of being in line I realized that I forgot my phone back inside the car.
"Fuck I forgot my phone back in the car"
"Seriously?" Kota said annoyed
"Yeah, you can stay in line. I'll go get it"Kota just nodded and I ran out of line and back to the car. After I searched the car and finally found my phone I heard voices. I turned around and couldn't believe my eyes, a few feet away from me I saw one direction outside of the building just talking since the concert didn't start for another hour. I was shocked at first but then I gained the confidence to go and walk up to them to ask if the could sign my phone case.
"Hey um I was wondering if could sign my-" I was cut off by Liam
"What the fuck do you want, skank"I was shocked by what he had said. I thought that he loved his fans.
"Umm I'm so-" I was then cut off by Harry
"We don't have time for you, look at you your ugly, fat, your worthless!"
"How could you say that about me, I thought you loved your fans" I said fighting the tears."Only the hot ones, sweetie"
I was then pushed down by Niall. I got up quickly and started running away, I looked back to see all five of them laughing. I couldn't fight back the tears any more all the memories from middle school were coming back. The bullies, my dad dying....the pain that I couldn't explain was coming back, I thought I made an escape but I guess not. I didn't know where I was running but I just wanted to get away from everything for awhile. And I especially did not want to go back to that fucking concert, I will never ever listen to one direction ever again they were my idols and they brought me down they brought my memories back.
I ended up at a bar, I haven't had a drink in awhile even though I'm 22 but I just wasn't always into drinking unless I was just down and besides my mom hatted the fact that I would drink sometimes.
"Can I have a shot please?" I asked the barman and he simply nodded and handed me one, I gulped it down. A tear fell from my eye and I was just staring at the shot glass.
"Are you okay?" A man next to me asked. I looked over at the guy and he had brown hair and the tattoo "outlaw" on his stomach.
"Yeah..." I replied with a fake smile
"Well my name is ashley" he said
"Yeah...I know who you are"
"Oh you do, then why aren't you fangirling?" Ashley said raising his eyebrow
"Because I don't like your band, and just being honest but you guys are...what's the word? Different...yeah, different" I replied looking down at my feet
"What's wrong with being different?" Ashley asked trying to get my attentionI couldn't answer because Kota just walked into the bar and called my name
"Holy fuck, Connie where have you been?! You missed the whole concert!!!"
"I know..." I said looking at her trying to fake another smile
"Okay you can explain why when we get into the car" she then grabbed my wrist lightly and brought me out into the car.She tried starting it up but it just wouldn't start. And we weren't close to any gas station.
"Okay well since we clearly aren't going anywhere soon. Tell me why you weren't at the concert" Kota asked looking serious
"I just didn't feel good okay?"I lied
"What do you mean"she asked againIt took me awhile to reply because I was trying to think up a lie and then after a few seconds of silence I finally got it.
"My stomach hurt that's all"
Kota looked at me strange and then just changed the subject
"Okay well we are going to need to get a hotel" she said
"Alright just let me text my mom"I then texted my mom that the car broke down and we had to stay overnight
While me and Kota were looking for a place to stay I ran into someone
"Oh im so sorry"I said and then looked up to be looking at Ashely once again
"Oh hey, I saw you at the bar. I never got your name" he said
"Oh...im Connie"
"ASHLEY COME ON!!!!" Someone yelledI looked past ashley and saw a pair of bright blue eyes looking in my direction. I hated those eyes so much....he was emo, weird, a freak.....
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