Oihina: Woven Together

Chapter 14

" So what happened between you and Matsukawa??"

Oikawa can literally feel Hanamaki freeze up. But he knew he needs to ask.. They need to talk....
He needs to help Hanamaki as his captain and his friend......

But also something is encouraging him....something in him is telling him tha he will find out something about himself..... something important...

And he always listens to his instincts....

"Wh...at.. are y.ou ev..en sayi..ng captain?? Haha noth..ing hap.pened between us... "

Hanamaki stammered out with a nervous laugh..... but Oikawa was calm as a cucumber...

"You love him , don't you?" Oikawa said nonchalantly as if he is talking about the weather...

Hanamaki flinched.... as he was about to open his mouth Oikawa cut him off....

"Don't deny it... to be honest I don't have a single clue how does it feel to be in love.. Even after so manyy relationships I never fell for them... hell! I didn't even had romentic feelings for most of them... for some it was just attraction or lust. But I can say confidently that I know when something is up with my players. I'm always watching you guys you know..... Even if you hide it from everyone else... I can see it..... so plzz don't lie...to me..."

What Oikawa didn't told him that.... seeing him acting different..he had his suspicions...

So one day He was looking for hanamaki to talk to him . On that particular day he was way off... then usual..... And thus witnessed the confession. And seen Maki get rejected...

He knows and observes his players all the time.. He can read them even by their very very small reactions ... So he knows.... he knows that Matsukawa feels the same but is being a damn coward.... and he knows that even Hanamski knows that....

He didn't told Hanamaki coz he didn't want to make him even more uncomfortable and embarrassed.....

Hanamaki just signed....

"So you knew....."

"Yeah...."

"And about Matsukawa.....???"

" Yeah.... I know....it's obvious..... I also know that guy is a fucking coward"

Hanamaki just looked down. His hairs cast a shadow on his eyes and face... so Oikawa couldn't see his face....

" yeah he is......I had a feelong even then but I just conferned his true feelings today...... I... he... That... THAT BASTARD!!!! HOW CAN HE DO THAT TO US!! HE LIKES ME.... BUT HE.... HE THINKS WE DON'T BELONG WITH EACH OTHER!! BULLSHIT!! DAMN! EXCUSES.!!!! HE IS JUST AFRAID. HE IS JUST FUCKING AFRAID.....HE CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT HE IS GAY. THE FACT HE LOVES ME!!!! UGHH!! WHY DID I HAVE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH SUCH A PUSSY!!! FUCKKKK!!!"

Tears of frustration and sadness came down from his eyes as he punched the wall and sobbed.... His voice keeps on getting higher and higher..... Oikawa didn't say a word just stood beside him. Listening to him... leting him get all of it out...After a while Hanamaki finally stopped shouting and his voice died down. All can be heard is heart breakind sobs... Oikawa without saying anything slowly went towards him and pulled him in a hug........

He waited for hanamaki to fully calm down... He didnt know how much time it took maybe minutes ir hours. But the sobs finally stoped... And hanaki looked a bit more calm...
Giving him a few more minutes he then opened his mouth......

"Then remind him how important you are to him..... That he might really loose you.....if he keeps this up..."

There was confusion on Hanamaki's face...