I Found Love

Chapter 3

*Flashback*

       After Jaden asked me out things were going really good. Sure he was a little controlling and stuff but I never thought anything of it. I mean my real dad was the same way with my mom so I just thought it was normal. But after a little while things got worse. He started with just putting me down and telling me I was a worthless stupid little bitch. I grew tired of how he would be treating me, so I'd ignore him for a little while. But than I couldn't take it. I'd go right back to him and he would take me back. Then it would start again.

       It repeated like that for a little while, but than it started getting worse. The first time he ever actually hit me was after a party we had gone to. Apparently I was being a "slut" by hanging out with Cora and the boys. When we got back to my house I went to hug him, but instead of hugging me back, he slapped me across the face. After that, I was forced to stop hanging out with the people that I actually liked, and hangout with his friends.  At first I resisted but after a while I just gave into the beatings, and was forced to follow everything he said.

Some points it got so bad that I wouldn't come to school for a few days. But one day really has my memory caught.

It was January 1 2012 one month after we had started dating, and all the beatings had happened. Jaden had been out at a party again, and I wasn't there cuz I was "sick". He had come to my house at about 1 in the morning going on and on about how he loved me and he just wanted to take me to bed with him already. But me being me, said no. Not realizing how bad his drinking was he actually pulled a knife on my and said that if i didn't fill his needs he would kill me. At first I thought he was joking, but after about 5 min of him yelling at me, he stabbed my arm.

I screamed out in pain, and that sobered him right up, but I would never forget the way he looked at me like i was worthless to him...

After that my self worth went way down, to the point that i was in the hospital from cutting my self so deep that i had broken a vein. I had almost bled out before Cora had found me in the school washrooms.

*End of Flashback*