what am i supposed to think?

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Tw: slut-shaming ig VINNIE CALLS U A SLUT BASICALLY

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For context y/n was at a party and Vinnie didn't want to go but said that it was ok if she went without him.

I open the door to mine and Vinnies shared house. Taking my heels off as fast as I can to run up and surprise Vinnie with that I came home earlier than I said I was. I run up the stairs as fast as I can but still quietly so that he doesn't hear my footsteps. I run up to the door seeing that it's closed. Hm... wired. He always has his door open. I think to myself. I press the ear to the door and to my surprise I hear sobs.

I quietly open the door to see Vinnie on the edge of his bed with his elbows on his knees and his face buried in his hands. He hears that someone opens the door and he quickly looks up and when he sees me he goes back to his original position. I run up to him and wrap my hands around him. He moves his head now to bury it in my neck. "Baby what's up" I say. "I'm sorry I-I just felt re-really insecure when you left." He says in between sobs "Why love?" "Don't know. Good looking guys all around" he says as he calms down, lifting his head now so that I can look at him.

"Why'd you think that I'd be with another guy?" "Like I said I DONT KNOW" he snaps as he stands up and I flinch a bit. "What am I supposed to think when you dress like a slut?!" His eyes instantly fills with regret.

"You really think that?" I say as I feel my eyes burn as I'm about to cry. "No baby I'm sor-" "No, it's fine" I said as I stand up. "I guess that your slutty ex girlfriend is signing off" "no baby ple-" he says but I  shut the door loudly before he gets to finish his sentence.

I grab my keys, running out to my car. Lucky I didn't drink at the party so I just drive off to my favorite place-the Hollywood sign (is it even allowed to be there lol)

I sit there, stargazing. Feeling the tears fall down. I hear a car pull over. Not even thinking twice I know it's Vinnie so I just grab my keys and try to go back to my car without him seeing. I really can't see his face right now.

Maybe I'm over reacting? I think to myself. No, the love of my life of three years called me a slut.

"Y/n" Vinnie says. I'm pretty sure he found me through the phone. Fuck, I should've turned off my location. Or maybe he just guessed. My closest friends and family know I can sit here for hours just looking at la.

"Y/n, where are you. I can see your car." He says while I'm hiding in a bush far away from my car. "Look, I'm sorry that I called you a slut. I-I didn't mean it. I just thought that maybe you'd cheat on me. Like you're the prettiest girl ever, and a lot of people think that as well. I-I was just scared that I'd loose you. You're the most important person in my life and I hate myself for making you upset." He says as he searches me through the dark. He finally finds me and runs up to me. Suck your fucking tears up I think as I wipe my tears off. He is now beside me and he reaches his hand for me to stand up.

I don't take his hand, I just stand up by myself. Looking into his glossy eyes. You'd be dumb if you couldn't tell that he had been crying, based on his glossy and puffy eyes, red cheeks and he's a bit shaken up. "I'm so sorry love. Please forgive me." I can't take it anymore. I fall into him, wrapping my arms around his upper body. And I start crying like crazy into his neck.

Vinnies pov

"I'm so sorry love. Please forgive me" I say. I'm so nervous. What if she hates me guts now? What if she says that she doesn't want me anymore? I would understand her though, it's fully up to her. I see her eyes getting glossy and she falls into my arms. I hear sobs coming out of her mouth and my shirt getting wet around my neck. She's crying. I quickly wrap my arms around her. Trying to calm her down. "Shh, shh it's okay, it's okay." She unwraps her arms around me. "I hate you!" She says as he pushes my chest lightly and then going back to the original position, her head buried in my neck. "I'm really sorry. I'll never say that again. Please give me another chance?" She unwraps her arms (AGAIN🙄) and has her pinky finger out. (Is that how u say it?)

"Promise?" She asks, biting her lip to hold her sobs back.
"I promise." I say as I wrap my pinky finger around hers.

*in the car*

Y/n has calmed down a bit and we're driving back home. Silence is filled around the car, not even music playing. "Sorry for overreacting." She breaks the silence. "No need to say sorry. I understand and I should be the one to apologize" I say as I place my free hand on her thigh. "I promise you did like 100 times." She says as she chuckles. "I forgive you though." She moves her head so that she's looking at the window. (Or out the window JUST IMAGINE I SAID IT CORRECTLY) I move my hand that's on her thigh to grab her hand and kissing the back of it. "I love you, beautiful." "I love you too, dumbass" she says and I let out a laugh.

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