"I love you." i said as we shared another kiss.
"I love you too." he said pulling back.
After tough cases we usually go to dinner and watch happy movies to get our minds off things. I loved my jobs but sometimes it's hard after the case either didn't end well or it was just tough in general. But this time we didn't go have dinner or watch happy movies, we just sat on a couch.
"But i don't think we should be together." he said out of the blue.
"What?" I turned my head to face him. "What did i do?"
"I just have a lot on my plate." He sighed. "And i just don't feel like we should be together anymore."
"So i didn't do anything?" I murmured as i paced around the room. "I- i can't believe this is happening."
I was feeling so many emotions. So many. I didn't understand why this was happening. He just told me he loved me and now he's breaking up with me after the case we just had. Does he feel like he can't talk to me? We've been together for almost three years after he ran to my house to tell me he loved me. I didn't think I'd lose the best thing that happened to me.
We were friends many years before we got together, i didn't think that when we got together we would ever break up. But doesn't everyone think that? All i could think of is where i was going to stay. We lived together. I didn't want to go through explaining why i had to stay at someone's house to someone.
"I- i'm gonna go." i whispered. I grabbed my bag and walked out before he could say anything.
I got in my car and just cried. I couldn't think, i could barley breathe. I didn't know where to go. He was my life that didn't involve work, unless we were at work. I turned the car on and started driving, i didn't know where i was going. I just knew i had to leave that apartment. The apartment that i just got broken up in.
I ended up at a hotel. I didn't know how long i would be staying there. I booked just one night just incase he changed his mind. I was hoping he would. I Wonder what was going through his head. Did he understand how much he hurt me? Did he even care?
My phone rang minutes after i entered my hotel room. I didn't even want to look at my phone so i just let it ring. But it kept ringing. Over and over again. I walked over to the phone on the counter, and looked to see who was calling. 'Pennie' was the title.
Oh great, this meant Spencer told Derek and Derek told Penelope. He just broke up with me. No way was i going to deal with this humiliation. I just put my phone on silent. I took a shower and just laid in the bed. I didn't want to get up in the morning. Thank god we had a day off because there was no way i could show up to work.
All i could think about was if he was thinking about breaking up with me the entire time we were on the case. Overthinking was something i was good at. I stared at the ceiling until i could fall asleep.
The next morning i got up and realized all i brought was my purse. I had no clothes, i fell asleep in the hotel robe. I put on my old clothes and got in my car. I pulled back up into the apartment and thankfully no one was home. I packed a bag and grabbed a few extra things before walking towards the door.
To my luck i heard keys in the doorknob. I panicked because that meant Spencer was home. I didn't want to talk to him at all. I walked into the bathroom and sat on the counter.
"Y/n?" Spencer said walking in. Great he knew i was here. "I saw your car outside." He shouted.
"I- i'm in the bathroom, h- hold on." I said grabbing all my stuff and walking out the bathroom. "I was just getting a few things. I only left with my purse."
