kubokai one shots <3

falling

...Neither of them knew what these feelings meant, but they were both sure it was more than wanting to be friends.

CW: slight implied nsfw & swearing

authors note: there are slight references u can get if ur in the saiki k fandom :)

*italic fonts are their inner thoughts.*

KAIDOU'S POV

*2 am*

I couldn't sleep.

I was actually a heavy sleeper, but something bothered me.

Like real much.

I had an unexplainable pain in my stomach, which almost made me puke.

What was the reason for all of this?

Dark Reunion? Maybe, but probably not. It is kind of confusing because I don't usually -not- blame all my problems to them.

I took a heavy breath.

It makes me flustered just thinking about it, but im sure this happened because of...

Aren.

His stupid face, his stupid body and his stupid laughs. They all made me feel weird things.

Those gross and cliche romantic movies type of weird.

Fuck.

When did i start thinking stupid sappy things like that? And why?

It's almost like...

love.

I think this all started when we were stuck on that island for days. There was no one else around and I got cold, so Kuboyasu suggested we should light campfire. It got dark suddenly, which made me scared, so he started making jokes to lighten up my mood.

That was probably the first time I noticed that thing in my stomach.

Soon, I finally warmed up and got sleepy. The last thing I remember was me leaning on his shoulder and him leaning on my head.

I felt so happy at that moment, I just wanted us to stay like that forever.

Since then, im a wrecking mess.

God, he was so cute.

As i blushed, the voices in my head started acting up.

Love is something you don't even know, idiot.

You can't risk ending your friendship just because you think you have feelings.

I know you eliminated this reason, but what if these were really a plan of Dark Reunion?

Are you sure you swing that way? You found it weird Hairo being gay just a month ago.

What if Kuboyasu hates you?

This was getting so overwhelming. I could feel tears starting to float down my face.

"Don't listen to them. You wanting to kiss him every time you see him is not a feeling you should be weirded about.

But you still need to be cautious, you are still not sure about it."

Thanks, my good inner voice.

Maybe I should just let go, I still have time to figure my shit out. I'm Jet Black Wings, nothing bad can ever happen to me.

Just like that, I fell asleep.