My summer in Italy

Part 12

To be honest I didn't really know where I was going just that I needed to get out of that house. Was Andrea just like this? Could he change? I was now walking aimlessly in the dark through the streets. I couldn't stop think about him and what he was doing. Part of me wanted to believe he was sitting alone at the house feeling bad about what he had done. However another part of me knew that he was still with that girl.
Inevitably I needed to head to back to the house, so I turned around and made my way (the best I could) back. I noticed the lights where on in the kitchen and Andreas parents cars where still missing. Was he waiting for me?
I entered the house to find Andrea sitting at a fully set dining table, with food he had obviously ordered in. I wanted to smile and go along with him, play boyfriend and girlfriend. But I knew I couldn't, he can't date me and then fuck other girls. So I picked up a plate from the table and headed upstairs. Andrea didn't dare say a word, I bet he thought his "romantic gesture" would fix everything, well it didn't.
I changed into some comfy clothes and set myself up with my laptop and dinner at the desk in my bedroom. I needed to finish something for the paper, so it may have bean for the best that Andrea had fucked this whole thing up.
I heard a knock at my door, confident that it was Andrea I bluntly responded, "I'm not in the mood to fuck you." The door opened to reveal Andrea, he looked guilty and upset but I had seen it all before. I no longer felt the obligation to forgive him or accept his bullshit apologies.
"Please hear me out Ama" That was a nickname he had began using for me. I stayed silent, my eyes glued to the computer in hopes that he would give up and leave. He didn't.
He walked over to me and placed his hands on my shoulders, leaning his head into my ear.
"I'm sorry, I - I didn't realize what this was. I like you Ama, but you're leaving and I thought we both understood that." His words stung as they escaped from his mouth, maybe they hurt so much because they where true.  Regardless of that though he had thrown a temper tantrum on two separate occasions when guys hit on me, but he's free to do what he wants? He was still massaging my shoulders and his hands began to reach for my breasts. How could he possibly think that's where this was leading? I turned my head around and told him to get out.

The next day at the paper was slow, I didn't really feel like being there today. I shouldn't have gotten involved with Andrea, it's too complicated. I finished up at the paper and dodged Michael's very obvious flirting. I made my way home and sat down with Maria in the Kitchen, They came home really late the night before and I hadn't seen them.  We talked and ate dinner but Andrea was no where to found, I was kind of glad honestly, I didnt want to see him. 

I thanked Maria and Roberto for dinner and made my way upstairs. I took off my clothes and got into the shower. The hot water felt cathartic on my skin and i just wanted to fall asleep right there. After my shower I climbed into bed and was met with an overarching feeling. I was so horny! I hadn't slept with Andrea in days and I needed a release. I reached for my suitcase and rummaged through the items I hadn't unpacked, only to pull out a small pink vibrator. I laid back on the bed and spread my legs, i turned up the toy to the 3 setting and placed it under my panties, the vibrations shocked my body and I released a not so quiet moan. I pulled down my panties and removed my T-shirt leaving me naked on the bed. My hands moved up to cup my breasts and circle my nipples. The vibrator was now set to full power and was taking it all out of my clit. My hand slipped its way up to my neck and i felt the tension building in my core. I closed my eyes and let myself fall into the pleasure, 

"Andrea" "Dont stop" I moaned again I couldn't help myself and at this point I was fully  imagining his skillful mouth on my pussy in place of the vibrator. 

"Oh Andrea!" I moaned again, the heat really began building in my core and i felt a strong orgasm coming on, just as I was about to release the bathroom door opened. The pleasure was too intense to stop. I moaned out Andreas name ounce again and came all over the bed. I Finally opened up my eyes to see Andrea with a smug look on his face leaning on the doorway. 

"Someones bean thinking about me" He said as he made his way around the room. My face was growing redder by the second and I was desperately trying to grab the blankets in order to cover myself up, 

"Dont worry i've see it all before." Andrea bluntly stated 

"Leave Andrea."

"No" i opened my mouth in protest of his response but he cut me off, "You cant shut me out like this when you so clearly want to be with me." 

"Even if i wanted do you don't even know how to be with someone Andrea. You'r so self centered. You lost it when you thought i was flirting with another guy and then fucked a girl two days later." Silence came over the room, "Look Andrea you caught me ok, I can't do this. Please leave." Andrea slowly walked out of the room and I fell back into my bed