On The Way

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝟫

^^shes so fine😩

Kaylee's•POV

Billie has pretty much been living with me for the past couple of days.

She makes me breakfast in bed and would take me to school and work, even though I didn't really need her to.

I already know that I'm going to miss her when she goes on tour but if I decide to go I'm going to be leaving everything and everyone behind.

Billie hasn't really mentioned anything about the baby which I'm so happy about. I really don't know what to do.

I want to have it but then again I don't. I really don't need to be having kids at all. I just slept with Marcus like two days ago for fucks sake.

But I know that if I get an abortion that would hurt her feelings. And we've been doing so good.

Lately everything has been feeling like how it was when we first got together, which kind of scares me because we all know how that eventually turned out.

I just don't want to put all my feelings in this just to get hurt again. That's another reason why I didn't cut off Marcus all those times Billie told me to.

I don't want to put all my eggs in one basket.

I think that's the reason I don't completely want to have this baby. Because what if somthing happens and she does end up breaking my heart again?

I will always have to be involved with her because we'd have a child together. And I can't trust myself around her.

I'll always end up going back to her no matter what she does to me. And that's scary.

"Hey guys it's Billie, and today I wanted to talk to you about global warming" I heard Billie say.

I get up from my bed and go into my bathroom to see billie with her phone recording a video.

Sometimes I genuinely forget that she's famous.

I decide to be annoying so I go up behind her and wrap my arms around her while she's recording.

"Kayleee stoopppp. Now I have to start all overrr" she groaned.

I ignored her and stood up on my tippy toes and slid my hands into the front of her shirt.

She ignored me and just picked up her phone, getting it ready to re-record the video.

I slid one of my hands from out of her shirt, up her neck and began to lightly choke her.

"You want some dick or something?" she asked without even looking up from her phone.

"Not really I just want attention.." I mumbled into her shoulder.

"Let me record this and then I'll give you all the attention you want.. okay?" She said while looking at me through the mirror.

I nodded my head into her shoulder, not really wanting to let her go, but I do and walk back into my room snuggling under the covers.

I honestly have no idea why I've been so clingy with Billie.

I just want to have her around me all the time. I guess everyone has different ways to cope with guilt, and mine is being overly clingy.

I felt my self drifting off to sleep when I heard billie get into the bed with me.

I opened my eyes and she opened her arms so that I could crawl in to her to cuddle with her.

"What we're you recording?"

"Just some video for global warming awareness"

I picked my head up so that now I was just straddling her lap while looking down at her.