i hope your gay to. <3

chapter 1:secrets

marks pov

how can he be so adorable yet so hot at the same time. everyone thinks I'm straight besides my friend group because as a matter of fact I'm gay but i cant admit to jack that i have a huge crush on him.....or well not yet anyway.

his green hair, his ocean lost eyes, his perfect body i just cant get enough of him but he does not feel the same way right? he hangs out with my friends crushes. Tyler likes Ethan, Dan likes Phil and corpse likes sykkuno yet we don't know how to admit it to them. what if they hate us or what if we get friend zoned. i don't know. i just don't know.

Tyler's pov

why? why is he so cute? that smol bean is too adorable to be a living person, the world does not deserve him. i don't deserve him. i want him to be mine and always be mine. ill protect him and hug him and give him all the love he deserves. his blue fluffy hair and his cute little spots coating his small fragile face. i cant stop staring at him, i take my glance beside me and see mark staring at jack and Dan looking at Phil while corpse i scavenging sykkunos social media to see if he is gay and single. i just hope he likes me in the same way and is gay or at least bisexual.

dans pov

oh my fucking god it should be illegal to be that hot i mean look at him he's perfect for me. he's not just hot he's adorable as well, if there's anyone i want more its Phil but he's probably not gay yet I'm still hoping he his. oh that black fringe and paste white skin I'm in a trance and by the looks of things so is Tyler and mark as they stare at Ethan and jack.

i am in love for the first time in forever I'm just hoping he feels the same way about me even though he's way out of my league on hotness and on cuteness.

corpse pov

i cant with that precious ball of fluff, that innocent being who has never sworn in his life. i get jealous any time anyone talks to him but thankfully they never flirted with him no one has (i don't think). i love when he blushes and covers his face with his scarf, I love how innocent and pure he is but he wont love me because im the opposite of that, or will he?

phils pov

oh my gosh Daniel Howell is actually looking at me! does he like me? is he gay? is he in love? these thoughts circled my brain as i stared back blushing madly. i saw love in his eyes and a small sweet smile spread across his lips. oh my gosh i have to find out if he's gay because oh god i hope so. his chocolaty brown luscious hair just oh i really am in love with him.

Ethan's pov

wait..is Tyler staring at me! oh shit i cant help it but look back blushing badly I'm like a fucking cherry at this point. he's so strong and tall he could lift me but to be fair I'm really small and light so he could do that easily, i realise Phil and jack looking deeply into Dan and marks eyes both of them flustered and sweating yet still keeping a smile on there face. HOW? I'm looking forward to my next lesson with him so i can ask to sit next to Tyler.

jacks pov

i must be dreaming! this has to be a dream! right? mark Fichbach is really looking at me, god al mighty i hope this isn't a dream and i hope he likes me. oh who am i kidding of course he does not like me, I'm such a low life loser who just plays video games all day while he's out playing foot ball with the other 3. please oh please i hope he's gay and has such low standards to like me in the same way i like him!

sykkunos pov

oh Jesus! i cant help but stare at him, oh god does he think im a creep or a stalker im hoping he does not see me as such. i saw him glance at me so i quickly looked away and covered my mouth with my scarf as i was blushing deeply, i heard him laugh deeply and continue to look at his phone. i wonder what hes thinking about or who hes texting... i thought to myself until i heard my phone go off, i meekly peeked at my phone and saw a random number.

(corpse:c sykkuno:s)

c: found your number :)

s: uhm hmmmm ummm h....h.....how?

c: heh i asked jack this morning before you and phil turned up to school ;)

s: uhmm o......ok

c: is sykkunie flustered i can still tell with the scarf over your face

s: m....m....maybe a.....l...little bit

c: tell the others we said hi im going to go now good bye sykkunie ;)

s: uhmmm b..bye c.....corpse

i told the others that corpse along with mark, tyler and dan said hi and they got even more flustered than they already were just by looking at them. goodness i hope corpse loves me and would carry me bridal style out of a burning building to save me.

everyones pov

these thoughts are just fantasies that would never come true.

hiiiii i will post a chapter once every day but bare in mind it might not be until night time (for me anyway as i live in Britain) and i also forgot to add in the little bit about me 'chapter' that my favourited game is: until dawn or Undertale. hope you enjoyed if anyone's ready this.

-lily