Be Normal

Chapter Two- Who are you even?

I don't have any idea why I was decked. I don't know who he thinks he is, but he ain't him. GOD I SWEAR I'ma look so dumb when I go back to school tomorrow!! It's bad enough I'm a freshman, but now this! What did I do wrong?! How did I make my life so bad to the point where people try to fight me because of it? Honestly, I don't think I did anything wrong. I'm no different from anyone else, why can't people see that?
I'm so embarassed to go back. OH GOD PLEASE SAVE MEEEE!! The worst thing about all of this is that I have to walk home.This means no protection at all. What if I'm followed home! They could do serious damage to me or even my house. OH NO I'M WALKING IN AHHHHH!!!!!!! Ok I found my friends I talk to every morning, everything Is cool. Ehmani and Kabi have been my friends for as long as I can remember. Ever since we first met, we've always gotten along. "Are you ok T?", said Ehmani sounding so concerned, " I heard about what happened".
"Yeah, I'm fine, thanks for asking". I couldn't help but hug her.
Kabi, who is usually tough, started to say, "What he did was so mean. I don't think I could ever get hit and not get them back, but then again I'm stronger than you."
"Bruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh" came out of Ehmani's mouth as I just laugh even though I shouldn't because it hurts veeeery much.
All throughout the day I'm gonna get laughed at or lots of sympathy. I Really want the sympathy. Afterschool, I usually walk alone, but today I need to walk with someone else. I decided that I could walk with my cousin, Kymari.
"What's on your mind, kid?", Kymari ever so sweetly asked she has the oldest soul you can possibly think of.

"I've been through so much over this first semester, and I didn't even do anything! What am I getting picked on for Mari?"

She smiled and said to me, "You are gay. You know this, I know this. I'm sure that you aren't aware, but the school also knows this and some people don't agree with this. These people will do anything they can to make you feel like you are worth nothig until you reach the point of suicide. This means that you have to just deal with it and try to act a little normal according to most straight teens."
*Later on that night* My mom is taking me and Ryder out to get some food at *fast food burger establishment*.

" OOOOO mom turn up the radio because they said about Ariana Grande's concert and I need to goooo."

" Ariana Grande. Ariana Grande. You want to go see Ariana Grande? You need better life goals. Why don't you go see Ja Rule or Coolio or someone like that?"

"They still exist?"

"Hell, I don't know. That's why I said someone like that. Go to see some
rapper or something like that,
I ain't gon' have you at no Ariana Gran-Bitch concert."

From diary 1-17-15: How unfortunate... Just when I start ro like her she goes and ruins everything. In the car we talked about my musical preferences, and how she doesn't like them. At home, she called a friend of hers she is dating somewhat-notatallish. She was ever so loud with her door open, so I couldn't resist hearing what they could be speaking of. Turns out it was me and my "problems".HE'S NOT MY DAD ugh why did you feel the need to even......ughhhhhh!!!! Oh great and now they're insulting me, cuz why not be 30 something and secretly insult a 14 year old, yeah that's productive and very koo....WENCH.