My grandsons are spending the weekend with me. They are growing so fast. I know my son would be proud of them. Both are very smart.
Life continues, my niece is pregnant due next in May. She is using my son's name as part of her son's. That truly made me happy. I think he would approve.
Another person I know, him and his wife are expecting a baby. It is a rough pregnancy. He is stressed and worried. I tell him just to be there for his family. But I don't think he is hearing me.
So with my first child, I was sick all the tine. I was miserable. My oldest son was born very sickly.
But now he is 30 and happily married.
My second pregnancy was my easiest. AJ was born happy and healthy.
But I lost him at the age of 22. I miss him everyday.
My third pregnancy, I nearly died. It took awhile after that to get back on my feet. My youngest son is 24 and thriving.
Lastly my baby, my daughter. She was a beautuful baby and a happy child. Now she is a creative and talented individual.
If you take the good with the bad, life will continue to surprise you.
Don't get me wrong, I wish all my children were with me. I wish my children didn't have such difficult roads ahead of them. But Life continues.
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Non-FictionThe loss of a child is devastating. This is the journey of a mother dealing with the loss of a son, while still dealing with life. I know no one will read this but I am doing this for me. ...................................................... None o...
