GAME OVER // NOMIN

No more Games

As much as how Jeno wanted to push Jaemin he doesn't know why he can't because he missed this he missed Jaeimin's kisses so unconsciously he kissed back.

Jaemin was the first one to pull away. he stared at Jeno's eyes and caressed his face

"Jaemin..."

"I'm sorry took me too long to realize baby"

"I know this is sudden but I want you to know that I love you baby I love you so much and I'm sorry for being a jerk but this time I'll show you how much I love you and I will never hide anymore I'll be proud So please give me another chance to prove to you how much I love you Jeno"

Jeno stared at Jaemin's eyes while he's saying those words and he can't see anything but sincerity.

"But your reputation Jaemin what if-"

"Sshh baby don't think about it I don't care what they'll say to me, you're more important then my reputation now"

"But your parents? How about them?"

"I already told them love don't worry about it" Jaemin said with a smile assuring Jeno that it's all fine

"They didn't get angry"

"Of course they did, but that doesn't matter now. I'll talk to them soon okay?"

Jeno smiled weakly and nodded

"So baby do you take me as your boyfriend?" Jaemin asked sweetly

"I would love to but..."

"But what baby?"

"You just broke up with your girlfriend"

"Ohh that? Actually, we broke 2 months ago"

"What?!"

"Mmmmm.... we remained as friends and we just decided to announce it now"

Jeno bit his lower lip and avoid Jeno's gaze "Ummm"

"If you wanted to take it slowly then I will court you babe and I will patiently wait until you'll get ready"

"Can we do that?" Jeno asked

"Yep"

Jeno smiled

Jaemin kissed lovingly Jeno's forehead and then stood up.

He then faced the crowd who's been murmuring to each other giving them judging looks

"Alright everyone listen!" Jaemin shouted earning everyone's attention

"I, Na Jaemin will not hide anymore and fully accept my identity. And yes, as you have seen I'm gay and in love with Lee Jeno. You can spread gossip as much as you want but don't you fucking dare to lay a hand or say any harsh words to Jeno because I won't hesitate to make your life miserable if you do. Now go back to your own classes and mind your own business"

"Go!" Jaemin shouted making everyone flinch and started leaving the scene and mins their own business

Jaemin then looked at Jeno and then at Renjun who's been glaring at him like he's going to kill him any moment.

Renjun stood up from his seat and walked to Jaemin. Looking straightly at his eyes.

"Better not hurt Jeno or I'll break your bones and choke you to death"

Jaemin chuckled "Don't worry I quit being an asshole and manning up. I'll take care of Jeno"

"Just be sure. Let's go Jeno" he said and held Jeno's hands dragging him away from the canteen to attend their next class

Jeno then waved goodbye to Jaemin and followed Renjun.

Jaemin then smiled widely and played with his shoes, he then turns around and saw Hyunjin.

Hyunjin grinned and scoffed "Congratulations" he said coldly and walked passed Jaemin

Jaemin then just followed his stare to Hyunjin "Don't worry I won't ever hurt him" he then said.

Hyunjin heard him clearly but he didn't stop on his tracks. He's not fully trusting Jaemin but he'll support Jeno and would want him to be happy, he just hopes that Jaemin will not be an asshole because he might kill.

Jaemin never thought that one day he'll get the courage to admit his gender identity in front of everyone especially his feelings towards Jeno. He surely was an asshole way back then. He hurt the love of his life and made him his toy. And he regretted that because he's a jerk. He shouldn't have done anything like that before, he should've treated Jeno the way he wanted to, the one he deserves, it's just that he's scared that someone will know about him being gay, that's why he made Aera his girlfriend and flirted with several women to hide it and tried getting of Jeno off his mind, but he couldn't, Jeno is one of a kind. He just realized that he can't keep doing it when Jeno walked out of his life. He can't. He can't bear Jeno avoiding him. He misses him every second, not because of lust but because he misses him as he is, everything about him. He clearly loves him he's just can't admit it to himself.

He's glad Hyunjin talked to him the other day. Saying if he really loves Jeno, he should man up and do something or else it would end up just like that. That's why it took few nights for him thinking what to do. Jeno doesn't want to talk to him. So he just decided to do what he did earlier. He doesn't know if Jeno will push him or accept him but he wanted to do everything he can just to get him back to his life, permanently.

And now that he finally does, and Jeno accepting him back. He'll surely and will do everything. He won't let his final chance slide this time. 

Glad he finally realizes that........

Love is not a game. It is special and should be taken care of because it's the only thing that accepts who you are.