Depressive Episodes

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Tw: depression, self hate

Shuichis pov

I lay in bed feeling worthless. I can't even look at myself in the mirror without bursting into tears. I'm the worst. I don't even deserve to be called a detective! All I do is make things worse.

"shuichi are you feeling alright?" my roommate rantaro asked worriedly.

I shook my head tearfully. You can't put on a smile to make your friend feel better? God your pafectic!

"I see" he sat on my bed and rubbed my back "do you want me to call the power couple over to cheer you up?"

I giggled. Kokichi and keade have started dating so we started calling them the power couple cause of how energetic and pushy they were.

"yeah that would be nice" I muttered.

He called them over. They immediately ran up to me and started giving me motivational speeches. It was really sweet honestly.

I lay against rantaros shoulder feeling grateful for how much he cared. He lay his head against mine.

"you guys are such a cute couple" keade giggled.

"yeah totally" kokichi grinned.

"ahh we're not a couple!" I said blushing.

The others started laughing. I was a little embarrassed but I laughed along with them. I'm very grateful to have friends like these. Whether or not I deserve it.

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