Do You Believe In Love ?

Falling Apart

Isaac had the brightest blue eyes, and the prettiest smile. Snap out of it, I thought to myself, what the hell is wrong with me? Why am I thinking these things? I had to remind myself that this is the man who killed my parents, this was the man who'd taken everything from me. I slowly approached him, taking one swing at him striking him right in the face. "That's for my parents." I said. "And I'm just getting started." With that I headed for the door, leaving him staring at me with disbelief. "You don't know who you're messing with." I walked right out, laughing. I had found my way outside, and for hours I just sat there thinking. I didn't know where I was and it's not like I had anything to go home to. Guilt started to feel me up, tears started to flood my eyes. I stuck my hand up to my face wiping the tears away quickly. I couldn't show any weakness, but the pain of my parents death had overcome me. I broke down, I couldn't help it. I found anything I could and just started throwing it, punching walls and kicking chairs, anything to help me feel at ease. I just had so much anger built upon me and I needed to let it go. I screamed as loud as I could and fell on my knees finally giving up. I had heard a stern voice come from behind me, "Are you okay?" I turned around to see Isaac standing before me, eyes looking startled and concerned. Standing quickly, wiping away my tears I said, "I'm fine. I just wanna get some sleep." "Follow me and I'll show you to your room." He walked down the path to the abandoned church which apparently wasn't as abandoned as I thought it was. Isaac showed me to a room. I walked in to find a beautiful view of the beach. The moonlight shining through the glass doors, my own bathroom, and a queen size bed with the silkiest sheets and blankets. I lay down on the bed, Isaac still standing in the doorway. I turn over only to say "Thank you." I turned back around and before I knew it, I was asleep.