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I thought I was your partner

Category(unrequited love)

Chuuya was going about his daily routine until something strange occured in front of him so naturally he went to check it out.

Chuuya POV

I was sitting in one of my favorite bars to get wine when I saw something strange out of the corner of my eye. I quirked and eyebrow and continued to sip on my red wine that some pedestrian bought for me because he thought I was "cute", but hey free wine is free wine right? So when I saw a strange a man leave the bar that looked oddly familiar of course I could care less. After all wine was in my hands. It wasn't until I heard that strangely soothing voice that I knew full well, that I decided to put down my glorious wine and take a look. So me being the absolute normal person I am, I followed him.

 I hid all the way until I saw him go into the agency. Now I was a Mafia member so I couldn't go just waltzing in there now could I? So naturally I snuck in through a window. Still following the sounds of Dazai's heels clicking I trailed as silently as I could. It wasn't until we got to a door did I stop. Dazai smiled a strange weird genuine smile that I have never seen before. What was behind that door that made him so dang happy.

With the creak of a door Dazai was now in the room. As soon as he closed the door I put my ear up to the door. I heard laughter lots of it which is strange Dazai never laughs. Next thing I know the laughter faded and I heard what sounded to be rustling? Curious I pressed my ear even closer up against the door. It was then that I heard groaning. Was it pain? Was Dazai hurt? Will he be okay? Do I need to intervene? I was about to just push open the door when I heard heavy slaps. Oh that's it who ever is in there is hurting Dazai and he's let his guard down around them.

 This is why he should never have left the mafia and should have stayed with me I would protect him and love him best of both worlds. Yes that's right I ,Chuuya Nakahara, am in love with Osamu Dazai. I have been for a very long time, but it wasn't until when he left the mafia did it hit me. So with love on my mind I barged into the room. Only Dazai wasn't hurt. The sound of the door against the wall must have alerted them of my presence.

"Hmm Osamu we have a visitor." Dazai annoyingly toor his eyes away from Ranpo and looked at Chuuya. He only looked me up and down with bored eyes and a grin on his face while I stood in shock. Dazai wasn't hurt he was having sex with Ranpo, but surely it wasn't willingly right!?" You should close your mouth or else flies will fly in" Dazai smiled. Though this smile was different it wasn't that real smile he gave outside the door this one seemed to be vile. 

I looked at the two again and Dazai flashed a smile and gestured to him and Ranpo clearly in the middle of having sex. "Ne Chibi why are you here?" I steadied myself and cleared my throat. "I came in here because I believed you were in trouble." "Awww Chibi still cares for me!" I growled at him "Shut up I know you would do the same for me." Dazai only grinned and tilted his head "Would I though Chuuya?" I gritted my teeth. Of course he would though he does not often show it he cares for me. I am still the only partner he had and will probably ever have. "Ne Chuuya are you going to answer my question?" I glanced away and watched as Ranpo slowly got up and threw on some boxers and Dazai's shirt. I growled how dare he think he can touch, no even wear something of belonging to Dazai. Back in the Mafia if someone so much as even touched one of Dazai's things they would be killed on the spot. Plus I was jealous I guarantee I would look better in Dazai's shirt it looked so comfy. I turned back to Dazai who was still waiting expectantly for my answer. "Yes of course you would after all I am your only partner."

Dazai then belted out in laughter "Hilarious Chibi chan you really think I care enough about you to even help you?" I slowly nodded my head. Dazai only grew a bigger grin "Oh my dear Chuuya I have never cared about you." I looked up shocked only to see Dazai cuddling Ranpo. No this has to be a joke after all I am his only partner. I stared straight into Dazais eyes. " HaHa funny joke Dazai of course you don't just care for me you actually love me right?"

 Dazai only laughed. "No Chuuya I don't love you never have never will." "What but I-""Besides I love Ranpo." No there is no way he can't love Ranpo I love him I need him he can't leave me. He nullifies me we're meant for each other.  With me standing there trembling tears running down my face Dazai sighs and walks forward. He takes his fingers and lifts my chin. "Listen here Chuuya I don't even care about you what would make you think I would dare love you?" I only sobbed harder and crumpled down to the floor. I couldn't breathe I couldn't see only Dazais words echoed through my head I don't even care about you...