My Lili // JenLisa

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Monday 4:15pm, Home

Lisa P.O.V:
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"I have to go on tour for 6 months.." Jennie breathed out.

"What?!" I shouted and jumped off the bed.

"Yes baby, I found out 2 weeks ago.." Jennie said guilty and I sigh.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier." I said, not looking at her.

"I was scared to tell you baby.. You've been so happy these past few weeks and I didn't want to ruin that for you!" Jennie sighed.

Jennie then stands up as well and tries to leave the bedroom, but before she leaves I grab her wrist. She looks at me confused, while I pursue my lips.

I hug her by the neck tightly and she hugs me back even though she was taken aback. I pull out of the hug and just stare at her lovingly.

She smiles a bit and raises her eyebrow.

"What's with that look on your face Love?" Jennie smirks and I hit her playfully.

"I'm just gonna miss you that's all.." I sighed and she looks at me sadly.

She hugs me this time and whispered something into my ear.

"I won't go to the tour." She whispered to me and I widen my eyes.

"Nonono babe! Look, Look I love you okay? And I'm gonna miss you so much. But Babe this is your dream! You've always wanted this and I don't want to ruin that for you!" I said in worry, but she just shakes her head.

"No, I don't want to go if that means leaving you!" Jennie snapped.

"Jennie, I know it's 6 months and that's a long time, but Jennie this is your long time dream! Please Jennie I want you to go!" I cry.

"No no no! You aren't coming with me and I want you to go, but you're still 17. So that means I am not going, it is final." Jennie firmly says.

"I'm going to call my manager right now to cancel." Jennie coldly says and tries to walk to her phone.

I block her way and she looks at me confused.

"No! Jennie are you being stupid?! This is a once in a life time opportunity and you're gonna waste it for me? No! Unacceptable! You need to go Jennie!" I demanded.

Millions and millions of fans are waiting for you, just to cancel? They spent all their money and time to get these tickets, yet you refuse?" I continued.

"And anyways, why do you not want to go all of a sudden? You've always talked about how this was your dream! Everyone who is close to you has told me that you have always been dreaming of going on tour!" I weakly said and cry.

She doesn't look at me.

Not even once.

"Jennie" I call.

No answer

"Jennie" I call out again.

Still no answer.

"Jennie Kim!" I call out louder.

No answer still.

"Jennie-" I got cut off.

"OKAY FINE! YOU WANT THE ANSWER LISA? WELL HERE, HERE'S THE ANSWER!" Jennie yelled at me, which made me flinch.

She went in front of me and looked at me with anger written in her eyes. What is happening to my baby?...

"YOU KNOW WHY IM ACTING LIKE THIS?! ITS BECAUSE I AM SCARED! I AM SO SCARED LISA!" Jennie shouted while crying.

"I AM SO SCARED OF LOSING YOU! YOU KNOW OVER 6 MONTHS SO MANY THINGS CAN HAPPEN?!" Jennie explained angrily.

I am speechless.

"SO MANY BAD STUFF IS HAPPENING IN THIS WORLD AND I COULD POSSIBLY LOSE YOU! PLUS THE DEATH THREATS TOWARDS YOU IS GETTING HORRIBLE!" Jennie spat angrily.

"BOYS CAN FLIRT WITH YOU AND MAYBE DO BAD THINGS TO YOU! BABY I CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE YOU!" Jennie sobbed.

"I. am. so. scared Lisa... I don't want to lose you.." Jennie weakly says and I cover my mouth.

I cup her face with my two hands and look at her with sad eyes. I sit down on the carpet floor and carefully bring Jennie down with me.

I hold her head and try to hold her like a baby. I put her on my lap and start to cradle her in my arms. I hug her tightly and keep repeating the same sentence.

"You aren't losing me and I'm not going anywhere I promise." I softly say, while cradling her.

"I'm not going anywhere." I say.

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A/N: Extra Chapter today! Sorry for the angst, but what will happen? Will Jennie go on tour or stay with Lisa?