•Lilac•

Chapter 1

   "I'm tired of all the pain I'm forced to feel!"
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There she stood, looking up towards the magnificent structure of the Volturi castle a sad smile upon her features as she took a unnecessary breath, finally without a second thought she made her way into the castle. Bumping into the receptionist as she did so, the women before her was beautiful and petite, though she was human which was rather odd to the girl. Seeing as she was working for the vampire kings.

      "Hello dear what can I do for you?" She'd asked Lilac politely, the ginger stood there for a moment before finally speaking, her strong French accent rolled off her tongue elegantly as she began.

      "I was hoping to have a moment of the Three Kings time, I have something I'd like to discuss with them." Lilac was sounding almost nervous as she looked at the mundane before her, her crimson red eyes meeting the soft brown ones as the other told her wait there as she went to requests their presence. The ginger stood there patiently until she heard the click of heels amongst other footsteps. The human nodded with a soft smile, motioning to the male beside her as she started to relay the message she'd been given.

       "The King's have agreed to see you Miss, Felix here will take you up to the throne room." The male just grumbled loudly before turning swiftly, and walked quickly towards the elevator. A quiet sigh left Lilacs mouth as she followed close behind him, nodding to the other female as she went. After a few extra long awkward moments with Felix, they finally make it to the throne room. Lilac walked through the large entryway of the room instantaneously catching the eyes of two vampires, one blonde and the other a dark brunette. This warm feeling spread through her chest as she looked around the room seeing the three kings before her finally. The ginger bowed respectfully towards the three powerful men, as the ravenette began speaking.

          "Welcome to Volterra my dear, My name is Aro and these other two are my brother Caius, as well as Marcus. May I ask who you are?" The blonde Caius had a permanent scowl as he looked down upon the small girl, and the other male Marcus looked as though he had no purpose, that is until his eyes met hers. Instantly he saw the bonds that lied between five of them and her, the Kings were her soul fathers, as well as her being mates to the witch twins. His thoughts had been cut off as her accent echoed through the room instantly making the other vampires melt.

       "I am Lilac Dupont sir, it's lovely to make your acquaintance Aro." She'd said politely as she begun worrying that maybe she'd been making the wrong choice in this moment. Yes 616 years of living could be exhausting hell it was excruciating, but some small part of her was nagging at the fact she'd made the wrong decision. Shaking those thoughts from her head Lilac focused on the male before her once more awaiting his next question the one she knew he'd be asking any second now.

       "May I ask what brings you here to speak with us under such short notice?" There it was, the question she'd been dreading to have to answer. Lilac knew she'd sound pathetic to ask for such thing, but she didn't know how much more of this long and tortuous reality she could take. Looking down at the marble floor beneath her feet for a moment, she ponders over just saying she'd made a mistake and leaving or following through with her true desire.

     "Sir I want you to kill me, I know it may seem irrational but I truly believe it is what's best for me. I've grown rather exhausted and want to finally sleep, eternally. I have no ties that would cause you trouble for doing so, it's just me. I promise it's what's best for the vampire world altogether." Lilac state's adamantly, looking directly towards the male. Though she avoided making direct eye contact so she didn't see too much from him as well. Shocked faces adorned the King's along with the guard's faces, all looking at her in disbelief. They didn't understand why such a brilliant being like herself would want to meet such fate, most of all why she believed it was truly best for the vampire population. The ravenette male walked towards the girl holding his hand out to the pale girl, explaining his gift to her as he did so. Nodding curtly she gently placed her hand in his, hearing his soft gasp makes her stomach drop. Immediately she knew he'd seen it all. Every reason as to why she wanted to be done with this life and move on with the next.

       "Two abilities? How peculiar. One to see through another's eyes and the other to speak and summon the dead. Those two are ones I've never heard of before." Aro seemed thrilled, as he begun to imagine what having her join the Volturi could do. Though he saw the mate connections between them. "As well being mine and my soul brother destined soul daughter. You are also Jane and Alecs mate. Wouldn't that be something worth living for my darling Lilac? Why would you want to end your life when you have the possibility of a fresh start?"He asked softly, after what he'd seen within her mind he'd understand but he was hoping there was even the slightest chance he could help change her mind. Immediately the ginger shook her head as she attempted to wrap her mind around what she'd just come to learn. Lilac didn't understand why they'd actually care about the fact they could lose her, they didn't even know her.

"Of course it's worth it, but all the pain I carry with me will always outweigh that possible thought. I can't escape that feeling, the only way out is the permanent option and it's surely the only one I choose. I can't go another 600 years feeling like this. I should've died that day when I was 16 instead I was turned into this. I don't want this life no longer Aro."

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