/Angelica's pov/next day/
So today decided to change some of my appearance so stuff I was always obscure about and some I wanted in getting new clothes a tattoo a lip ring and dyed hair yeah it seems like a lot but hayes agreed that he would let me I had to beg him and he finally gave in we also brought my all life long friend Sam (pottorff) along cause he has done every same thin I also wanted first I got my lip pierced and we got inside and hayes started talking "are you sure you want to do this?" "Positive" I said and we finally got back there and I was also getting the tattoo also done I was getting a cherry blossom tree on my back arm down my half back line I loved it and my lip and tattoo didn't even hurt I mean my lip hurts like a bitch right now but oh well now time to go shopping so I bought some band shirts and some new other stuff I don't wanna name everything so we can just keep it at that shall we
/hour later/...____
So I was about to get my hair done teal blue but it was a dark dark teal and I was excited so hayes Sam dyed my hair for me and Hayes was siting with me and holding my hand and I noticed he was a little upset so after I took a shower I talked to him ..."Hayes what's wrong you seem upset" "your trying to change everything about you babe why what happened" he said "nothing happened I'm just tired of my look and this is the stuff I have wanted but never got myself to buy or do..." "Okay sorry I didn't mean to snap I thought someone was hurting you" "nope I'm fine" "good I love you" Hayes said "I love you too hayes" I said back if only he knew that part of me wasnt fine I wish I could say somethin but I shouldn't I don't wanna hurt myself again from thoughts
