Blueberry Eyes - a Min Yoongi ff - on hiatus

》02《

// Yoongi's POV //

alone

That seemed to be my only emotion while growing up . 

I went to school by myself , didn't have any friends . I was always the outsider with everyone I meet. I just didn't fit in .

 I didin't fit in with my dad , who only cared about his work and drinking . I didn't fit in with the other kids at my school , whom I had nothing in common with . I couldn't fit in with my grandparents , who lived abroad and assumed all the wrong things about me when they visited my dad and I .

My dad ... wasn't the best father ever . 

He never really understood me , never even tried actually. No one really did . He bought me fancy toy cars and guns when I was more of a quiet book person . The other kids were super jealous of me , I told them they could have it , I don't mind . I thought I actually managed to make some friends , but the moment I turned back I vaguely heard murmurings of  "what a weirdo" and "is he okay ?" . Since then I didn't try making friends anymore , to save further embarrasment for myself.

My dad was either busy with work or going out to drink coming back with people . I was disgusted , but tried to convince myself he just needs time to get over the mom's death ( though I don't really remember much about her ) ,  and that there's a better side of him that will show after some time. 

Eventually I got older , and realised that side was never there . My dad wanted my to work in his company .Everyone I knew was thrilled for me envied my even , but why could't they understand I wanted nothing to do with him anymore ?

The day I turned 20 I moved out of the house and out of Daegu to a small apartment in Seoul which I saved up over the past few years . I still didn't have much money , and needed to find a job soon . 

One day , just as my money was about to run out , I passed by a small shop called Books and Bakery , when I smelt a delicious scent coming from there. So I gathered the last of my savings to buy a strawberry pie , which I did not regret , as it was probably the best food I've ever had . There were books in the shop too , and for the first time in the last few months , I stopped worrying about money and got lost in a book .

The owner of the shop ( Sandy ) was a kind lady in her mid 70s . We had a small conversation which was surprisingly going great , seeing I was never good at keeping up conversations . I brought up how difficult it was to find a job thesedays , one thing led to another , and I now work there ! It's a very enjoyable job , the atmosphere is great even though there's not a huge salary , there's not too less either . I had found the perfect job . 

A/N : So tell me what you think about Yoongi's pov ! The first 2 chapters were a bit of a introduction to the main characters , Y/n and Yoongi. What do you think will happen next ?

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN SUGA GENIUS !!! May you succesfully be a rock in your afterlife .

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- Maggie