Fuck.
My smile falters slightly as my heart speeds up. My tongue gets heavy, my vision fades and my breath feels trapped in my throat.
I gracefully get up and walk to the ladies room. After a splash of cold water to the face and a quick fix of my makeup my eyes start wandering around the mirror.
A spilt second later the lights turn off, tar starts dripping down my cheeks, spilling past my enclosed lips, shards of glass splitting through the fragile skin of my neck, blood mixing into the tar, making the mixture look almost repulsive as it stains my naked body.
I blink. It fades. My eyes shining. My neck trapped in the velvet choker. My head heavy.
One last sigh and a quick practice smile and I'm walking back out.
Cant let them see. Cant let them know. Cant let them suspect. Normal. Normal.....
~KiLl ThEm AlL~
