Tonight's the Beach's Confession ~ Komahina Oneshot

Suggested to listen to this on repeat while reading, it's fine if you don't, just enjoy! ^^/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxNTZRpdZTw

(First person view - Hajime)

I walked in the soft sand, kicking softly at it as I walked slowly and listened to the peaceful waves of the ocean. I was out here because I couldn't sleep and needed some fresh air for some reason, it felt like a prison being inside the Future Foundation's guest rooms if I were to be honest... The room was comfy, but felt out of place considering the fact that it's an organization's room.

I looked up at the ocean waves and then looked at someone I knew was familiar, someone who I'm close to. I looked at him with a tint of curiosity and worry.

"Komaeda?" I said to myself, sort of hoping that he didn't hear. I think he was listening and watching the waves.

Komaeda looked at me with slight pain in his eyes. He looked hurt and seeing him like that hurt me too.. "Hinata-kun...?" He said with a slight smile to me. He softly turned his head towards me and smiled carefree. "Komaeda... Hi." I said with a small smile back to him.

I walked up closer to him, he looked back at the dark waves while I did so. But even if he didn't turn his head back towards the waves, he wouldn't really be able to see me anyway as it was in the middle of the night...

"Komaeda, why are you up...?" I said as I took his hand and we both watched the ocean together. He stayed silent for a moment, and then a small flush came over his face. "A-Ah sorry Hinata-kun.. I'm here because..." Komaeda didn't finish his sentence and instead looked at me, looking hurt as he gripped onto my hand. "Komaeda, are you alright..?" I asked him, looking at him in the eyes. He became flustered and rubbed his eyes with his other hand. "I-I'm alright." He said with a reassuring smile. It made me doubt him, and that thought hurt me.

I grabbed his hand and hugged him. I'm sure he was a bit surprised, but I had the need to do it... "H-Hinata-kun?!" Komaeda exclaimed softly. Then he became silent and stood still as I had my embrace around him. We stayed like that, silent without moving a inch as the beach's wind swiftly flowed around us.

Then he suddenly wrapped his arms around me, making the hug warm. And then he started to squeeze me a bit and he rested his chin on my shoulder. But that's when I felt water drip on my shoulder, right where he was resting his chin. I wished it was water though... He started crying softly.

"K-Komaeda?!" I said as I looked at him crying. It hurt badly to see him like this. Sobbing, his tears started to become heavy and aggressive. I hugged him as hard as I could, trying to reassure him silently.

"I'm s-sorry Hinata-kun, I-I'm so s-sorry..." He stuttered and sobbed at the same time, hearing that really hurt. "Komaeda, why are you... Apologizing...?" I asked him, sort of hoping that he wouldn't respond.

"Hinata-kun... Tell m-me.. A-Am I trash? Am I w-worthless? Do I mean n-nothing to this world except to s-suffer?..." He cried, sobbing and stuttering.

I was stunned, and a bit of tears started to form in my eyes. If I blinked, it would all flow down my face like a gentle water fountain. "Hinata-kun, please... T-Tell me!" He cried, and I blinked back to him.

I rested my right hand on his head and embraced him like he would've cost me my own life. "K-Komaeda...!" I sobbed a bit and kept the embrace. At some point, I lost balance and we both fell down to the ground still crying and sobbing, most of that was from Komaeda though... But still, even though I lost balance and we both fell, I still kept my embrace on him, making sure he felt warm while crying so that he wouldn't feel alone.