A Celestial Love: After Story

Chapter 7- Many Apologies

~Loke's POV~

(Y/N) has seemed pretty depressed since we've gotten back from the guild. I wonder if it's because of her mood swings or because of what happened with Penelope. Either way, I have to talk to her and attempt to comfort her.

"I'm gonna go to bed, I'm pretty tired." (Y/N) sighed.

"Okay babe." I said sadly. I watched her trudge to our bedroom and slam the door behind her. Not soon after, I heard sobing coming from the other side of the door. It was heart wrenching to hear (Y/N) cry like this, I couldn't bear it. I went back to the guild and decided to talk to Penelope myself. I ran back to the guild and saw Pandora, Penelope and Lysander in deep conversation.

"Hey Penny, can I talk to you for a second?" I asked politely.

"Sure." She said and followed me to the front of the guild hall. "What's up Loke?"

"Why are you upset at (Y/N)?"

"Because...." She trailed off.

"Because of?..." I asked.

"Because, lately, (Y/N) has been treating Lysander and I as if we are irrelevant. She doesn't treat us like we are real people. She treats us as if we are beneath her." Penelope confessed.

"Have you pointed it out to her, and actually try to make her realize that what she's doing to you isn't right?" I asked her skeptically.

"No... I haven't thought of that. Thanks Loke! I'll tell her when you guys come back from your honeymoon." She said cheerfully.

"No problem. I should be going now." I waved and walked home. When I got home, it was oddly quiet. I didn't hear (Y/N) crying, nor the sound of the tv running. I walked up to our room to check on her, but she wasn't in bed. The light in the bathroom was open and the door was closed, so I assumed she was in the shower.

"(Y/N), when you come out the shower, can you come out here so I can talk to you?" I said.

~Your POV~

"(Y/N), when you come out the shower, can you come out here so I can talk to you?" I heard Loke say from the other side of the bathroom door.

"S-sure!" I yelled, trying to sound a bit happier. "But it might take a while, I just got in here!" I turned on the water to make it sound like I hopped in the shower when I was just sitting on the floor, with a blade in my hand. I stared at the blade and pointed it at my wrist, debating if I should make the contact. 'It will only be to take the pain away. It won't do much to me.' I thought. I finally stuck the blade in my skin and made one cut. A tear fell as I made the cut, it hurt like hell.

"O-one for the shame." I made another cut under the first one.

"A-another for the misery." Then another under that one.

"A t-third for the suffering." I switched wrists and made one cut on it.

"One for the tears." I made one under that one.

"Another for the heartache." I raised the blade one last time for another cut when I heard Loke at the door.

"(Y/N), you've been there for a while now. I think it's time to get out." He stated.

"J-just a second!" I made one last cut. "And one for the pain I've caused." I let the blood drip from my wrists as I heard the door knob jiggle.

"(Y/N), come on out. Please." He kept trying to open the door, but I had locked it when he came home. "(Y/N) open the door!" He sounded panicked, as he desperately tried to open the door. I felt myself get weaker as I saw the puddles of blood forming around my wrists. I let the tears leak from my eyes as I apologized to everyone in my mind. Loke had kicked the door down when I slowly started to close my eyes.

"(Y/N)?!" He saw the blood and lifted one of my wrists to see the cuts I've made. "(Y/N), why?"

"I-I'm sorry Loke." Was the only thing I could say before everything grew dark.

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A/n
Hello there munchkins! I am so sorry that I didn't update sooner! I was just busy with school, rewriting the first book, Quotev and stuff that I didn't have time to update. I promise to update more later and throughout this week. But, how about this chapter?! I know, I know, a little too much. But I had to add some more drama in the book or it won't be as interesting as you guys want it to be! I hoped you like this chapter! You'll have to wait until later today or maybe tomorrow if you want to know what happens to you. Laterz!

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