15, No Parents, Mother, And Learnt One Thing...No one can love me

Hi, I'm Leah Jacobs and basically my life is one without love. You see i believed in a happpily ever after until 2 years ago when my parents were killed. They were murdered by a mugger who was trying to steal my dad's car. I still remember when i got the news

---Flashback---

It was raining again, then again it ever really doesn't over here. I was just waiting at the window for my parents to pick me up from my Aunt Lisa's. I was weraing my favourite Paramore Top with my sweats. Perfect combo in my opinion.

I just sat at the window listening to "Damned if do ya, Damned if i don't" by All Time Low.

.....She left me police scene, chalk line

Tequila shots....

But the rest of the song was drowned out by the sirens stopping outside the house. I just watched the red and blue lights whilst my Aunt Lisa walked from the kitchen to the door smiling at me as she went. I knew Aunt Lisa was tired from the full day she'd looked after me and wanted to go for a loooooong shower because she was moving to LA the next day. We were waiting for my parents to come back from their visit to the theatre, I knew dad hated it but mum was in love with the theatre.

I was interrupted from my thoughts when i heard the word "dead" from the doorway, i silently crept to near the door and listened in...

"died at the scene but the woman Mrs Jacobs is currently on the way to the hospital in critical condition, we were told to ollect her daughter as she wanted to meet her"

I just fell to the floor as the tears started streaming down my cheeks...

----End of Flashback---

I was woken from my thoughts by the sound of a baby crying, i picked her up and started rocking her silently. I hymned her favourite lullaby as i gave her milk and watched the little frown lines on her angel forehead disappear as she fell back asleep.

Oh i forgot to introduce her, this is Allison Jacobs, my daughter. You see 6 months after my parents died i turned to drugs and alcohol to keep me safe from my thoughts. That night was one of the scariest of my life

----Flashback---

It was raining and i was wet to the bone. I was staggering back to the orphanage knowing i was probably going to get transferred the next day. Then i heard a voice behind me grabbing me whilst it spoke "Allright sweetcheeks, how about we help each other out"

I felt a shiver go up my spine and said with as much confidence as i could even though i could tell my voice was shaking "N-N-No thanks, My friends just coming to g-get me"

He chuckled and dragged me into a alleyway and when i tried to scream he slapped a hand around my mouth.

"Don't speak and i won't kill you"

The tears started crawling out of my eyes as he started to rip my clothes off...

---End of Flashback--- 

I shuddered remebering what he had done. I put Ally back into her cot and looked at the clock DAMN It was 4 only a few more hours till school i slowly drifted to sleep...

"LEEEEAH!!!"

I grumbled and woke up to find the orphanges housekeeper Maria screaming at me.

"Have you seen the time, ITS 8!!"

"Oh Crap" I shouted aand proceeded to quickly grab some jeans and a hoody and run into the bathroom, whilst i was brushing my teeth i heard Maria say "Ally's ready and fed, she's just waiting for you to drop her to daycare, Tamara's downstairs playing with her"