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Future Ambreigns story

Authors note: So this is an idea I have for a future Ambreigns fanfic, also might be MoxMega too. It's been in my head for a while and I just wanted to get this out there, get it written down. For now it's only going to be this, until Roman's Angel is finished or halfway finished. It's going to be a whole new idea and it will feature a lot of wrestlers in it, and also some original characters. It'll be interesting to write more for this in the future, and show you guys it! It'll be a while, but be expecting it this year. Maybe in the middle of summer or by the end. Anyway, here it is and I hope you guys like it. :)

Purpose. What is my purpose in life? Even I don't know the answer to that. Because you see, I have gone through many journeys in my life. I have been chosen to seek all the answers, find the true meaning behind what is sacred to me and my people. At first I thought it was just my burden to bear, but I realized that I could not do it alone.

I have traveled far from my home...Well, I am home, but it does not feel like home anymore. I am always searching, trying to figure out what it is that will someday bring us together. My home is not what it used to be. I have seen much suffering and death on a grand scale. I have lost those I held dear to me, and I couldn't do anything. I was lost. I still am.

But I will never give up hope, even when it is gone. When I don't feel it in my heart anymore. The voice inside of me, that still calls out to me has told me that this is not the end, but the start of a new beginning. Whatever that will be. I will face it, I will die to cleanse my homeland of what it has become.

I do wonder though...Will I be reunited with my friends? My lover? Those who were so dear to me, who tried their best to help me. Who have always remained by my side. Or will I never see them again? Maybe it is best if I don't, but I do wish I could reverse the cold hands of time, make things right again. I hope I can be forgiven...For what I have done and for what I have failed to do.

I was granted a gift that very few on this world have ever seen. And it can be used not just for destruction, but for something much greater. I pray to the ancient beings, to my kin, that I can use this gift for the right reasons...I still have so much doubt that I will...I have tried to use this gift for good, but all I have left behind is a path of destruction, of death. I don't know if I will have the strength in myself to make sure it doesn't end up that way again. I am afraid, but I have to accept it if it is bestowed upon me again.

One thing I have learned and it is something I could not have learnt anywhere else other than here. The journey is as important as the destination. For without the trials, the struggles, the fight, there would be no reward at the end. I can only hope that those dear to me will eventually learn the same lessons and that maybe one day, we will meet up again in a different world, or the same world, or neither, but we will know each other again...

The only thing I can say for sure is that whatever it is, we are going to make it through. We are going to survive this ordeal.

As I end my tale, I can only hope that maybe someday, I can guide us down the right path once again. It is and always will be my fate. Even if I must sacrifice myself in the end, I will make sure to rebuild and reclaim what was supposed to be. Redesign a new future for us. Believe in me.

With much gratitude and a heavy heart. I bid you farewell. This is not the end, but a beginning. A chance to begin anew.

I am sorry for all the things I have done that have caused my people, my friends strife, pain and unhappiness.

And to you my beloved. If only you could be here with me now. We could be happy. But I know you live on in my heart and soul, never to be forgotten. Always and forever. One day, we will meet again.