I don't know where to fricking start. I didn't frocking expect this. AT ALL. I just thought he was cute and had a nice personality LIKE WHAT THE FRICK. It wasn't even a crush at first I just liked his personality. UGH. I hate living in the back AZZ of upstate Ny. I can't find anyone like him here. He's like my perfect type . I like the personality and almost everything. He's not perfect of course but Yeah. He reads the BIBLE with me. HE READS THE BIBLE. UGH. I want this to be God will but I'm not God this isn't about me. It's about what GOD wants. ughhhhh. We live so fracking far but I would date him if I could. I do agree with steph. She says that if it's God's will then it will work and He will make it work. I agree. She's right. Steph is always right. She is so smart and wise. I need to watch Elijah's sermon he knows so much about this. I need his wise words. I pray so much about this. SO MUCH. Like ONLY God knows how much i fricking like this musty boy. He IDK. There's just something about him. I have no idea. We both pray about this. I need patience because I hate it so much. This situation sucks. So fracking annoying. I made a PLAYLIST. I'm so down bad oh my gosh. UGH. When he stops liking me it's gonna hurt so bad. No more dumb facetimes OR texting. No more "4-68!)🤎 playlist. No more dumb emojis. Just all gone. This always happens to me . Everytime. IF it's GOD WILL, It will work. I hope it works .
"4-68!(🤎 Playlist:
Easily-Bruno Major
Can I call you tonight?-Dayglow
Sunflower- Rex Orange County
Pretty Boy- The Neighborhood
Like real people do- Hoizer
I love you- Billie Ellish
Pluto Projector- Rex orange county
Best friend-Rex orange county
YOU ARE READING
just my feelings
Poetryi don't know . I could just write a story about this person.
