"Vanessa. Come! Hurry Sergio is going to tell Alyssa he likes her!" I think that's really cute. All the guys that ask me out are guys that just fuck around with girls. Yeah I'm 13 but in a couple of weeks I am finally going to turn 14. Hopefully I meet someone worth it. " Alyssa.. I umm I really like you. And I want to know if you'd like to be my girlfriend." Sergio said nervously. Any moment now Sergio will be very hurt. Alyssa was like my bestfriend I knew everything about her. Knowing she'll reject him. Sergio had a phobia of rejection. He was risking it all for her. But would it really be worth it? Was she really worth it? " Sergio. I umm .. I'd love to be your girlfriend you're just so sweet. But I'm sorry I don't like you. I think we should just stay friends. I don't want to date you. You should really move on." Shit. Everything was ruined. He was in love with her. But she didn't like him. She saw him as a friend. Maybe even as a brother. " Sergio I'm really sorry.." Alyssa said with so much sadness. Like of it had hurt her. "Forget it alyy. I'll be fine" HE WASN'T GOING TO BE FINE. Sergio and Vanessa started walking to Lunch maybe she could have made him feel better. I mean they were all friends. "Sergio I told you not to risk it. She .. She's not ready for something like this. " Vanessa said. " I'm an idiot I should've listened to you. I just thought she felt the same way I did. I just can't believe .. Sorry Vannne I don't want you to see me cry. Can you please leave me alone?." Sergio said crying. I felt really bad. For me, Vanessa Coronel was really hard to feel bad for something I didn't cause.
3 weeks later..Sergio had sort of gotten over the embarrassment Alyssa had made him do. That's how I saw it. As an embarrassment. It was 5 days until my birthday. Wasn't going to do anything but my family was over from mexico so we were going to Disneyland for the weekend. It was p.e. I had just finished running my mile when I saw a group of kids making a circle around me. I was kind of frightened but then I saw Andrew coming. Aw my sweet bestfriend andrew. For some reason I felt different about Andrew there's something about him I liked . it drived me crazy..
"Vanessa. I like you." Did he just.. "I like you too." What just happened.
2 days for my birthdayI really like Andrew. What should I dom I thought to myself.
"Andrew I know I'm the girl but I wanna know if well you wanna be my boyfriend."
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Vanessa: The Lonely One.
RomanceVanessa. 15 years and 10 months tells her story of self harm, love, bullying & confusion in her young life. Will she ever know what she deserves? you'll just have to read to know.