MONSTER/UshiTen

Chapter 5

(Ushijima's POV)

It's been 2 weeks since Tendou died and today it's the day of the funeral.

I didn't have the strength to get out of bed not after That day....The day I saw the love of me life die.

I didn't even have the strength to open my eyes let a alone my whole body.

My first love.....My very first love my very first love ever had to die, I mean of corse of corse he had to die he was a very happy person on the outside and no one knew that he was dying on the inside bc he hid it so well he smiled over all the pain,no more like he smiled the pain away till he couldn't smile no more.

After about 10 minutes of lying in bed I felt like I had to get up for Tendou's sake,it is his funeral after all.

I got up out of bed and walked to the bathroom to shower,but just as I walked into the bathroom I recognise a razor,it was the same razor that Tendou used.

I picked up the razor and throw it in the bin,I don't need to remember Tendou anymore than I already do.

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I get out of the shower,wrap a towel around and walk back into the bedroom.after about 3 minutes of just sitting on my bed drying my hair I decide to get dressed.

After I get changed into my tux I grab my wallet and keys and leave the room locking it behind me.

I grab my from my pocket to check the time "oh shit I'm late the others are probably downstairs waiting for me" I say to myself before walking to the elevator.

I push the button labelled 1 and stand in the elevator in silence.

Once I reach the right floor the doors open and I see Semi,Goshiki and Shinbou standing there.

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(Semi POV)

We all get in the car to drive to the funeral when i realise that since the day of Tendou's death Ushijima hasn't been acting right.

Like yeah his best friend died but he's been acting real wired,like visiting the hospital and looking at Tendou's death place,making Tendou's bed in the morning and talking to himself.

I'm not really gonna say it's bothered me or anything but everything he's been doing is what Tendou used to do.....well except make his bed.

I'm not gonna blame him for acting like that tho like Tendou just died the happiestand wiredest person on the team just fucking died and I'm supposed to Blaine him no of corse not.

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(Ushijima'sPOV)

As we all got out of the car I see who I think to be Tendou's dad. He had jet black hair with red eyes, other than the hair colour I think Tendou definitely looked like his dad.

The funeral starts and there's people sobbing around me and all I can do is stear at the grave I can't even cry.The one moment I want to cry my most I can't. I wish I could of really told Tendou how I felt and he didn't die and non this would of happened.

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About half an after the funeral everyone had already gone home except for me Semi and Tendou's dad.

I was just about to walk out the door when I feel a hand around my arm, I turn around to see Tendou's dad looking at me funny and passing me a price of paper "your Wakatoushi Ushijima right?" He said with a calm voice.

"Uhh Yh" I said nervously not knowing what was gonna happen.He takes one step closer to me  "Satroi left this for you" he says taking a step back again and turning around to leave
"Uhh thank you sir" I say as he walks away

I look at the note and it say my name on the front.I decided to put it in my pocket and not look at it till I go home.

Semi calls me over to get into he car and I get in a he brings to drive us Barack to the dorms.

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I finally get out the car and thank Semi for driving me back to the dorms and begin to make my way up to my dorm.

I reach my dorm and put in the key to unlocked the door. I slowly step into the room locking the door behind me.

I began to walk towards the desk table so that I could read the letter Tendou's dad had gave to me.

I sit down on the chair that is in front of a desk and place the letter down on it.

I open the crumbled piece of paper they call a letter to see

Dear Ushiwaka

My love Wakatoushi

I know this isn't really what you wanted to hear from me but I have to tell you something....Well I'm thinking of dying,I know this isn't really what you wanna hear from your best friend right now but the thing is my life has sucked ever since I was born.Your my best friend so I feel like you have the right to know why.

Ever since I was a baby my dad used to be a alcoholic and beat me till I fell to the ground crying.I never blamed him for it of corse it was all the Alcohol's fault.The alcohol had done some bad things to my dad and he wasn't the same.Ever since I started going to school I would get picked on or bullied at school then I would always come home to my drunk dad and then he would beat me and tell me "how useless I was" and that "I should kill myself" he would always say "Your the reason mum left,your the reason she left us alone in the dark bc your just to ugly to be her son" I'd like to say that hurt but it didn't, It's bc it's true "I am useless", "I am ugly" , "I am the reason mum left" and "I should kill myself" that's why I'm writing this letter to you.

I'm writing to you to say that "I love you" and that I always have,ever since I laid my eyes on you,You lit up my world Ushi every part of my life was better after you entered it "so why am I killing myself" let me think...to cover up the pain and suffering I've been though these past 15 years.

And the truth is I have always wanted to be more than friends and start a family together.we would have a daughter called Akia and a son called Toushi and a dog. We would be such a perfect family,but I'm sorry I can't for fill my dream with you.

Lots of Love Tendou❤️
xoxoxoxo

As I finish the few words on the page I begin to break down "I love you Tendou" I mumble with tears streaming down my face. I put my head on the desk and I cry till my eyes go all red and puffy.

Till I hear a noise,I turn my head around to see Tendou standing right behind me "T...Tendou?" I say as I start to cry again "I thought you were dead" I said as I ran to him
"I love you too Wakatoushi"

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