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Nasubukan mo na bang MAGMAHAL sa isang kaibigan? MASAKTAN ng wala ka namang karapatan? UMAASA sa taong hanggang kaibigan lang ang maiibigay sayo ? KALIMUTAN ang taong hanggang ngayon mahal mo pa?? at higit sa lahat MAHALIN ang taong tumulong sa iyo para makalimot, pero at the end of the day narealize mo na may puwang pa sa puso mo ang iyong dating minahal.... kung nasubukan mo na, ang hirap hirap diba? At ang sakit dba? Pero kung hindi mo pa ito nasusubukan o nararanasan, well THAT’S GOOD to know and you’re lucky.. pero minsan ang daming WHAT if sa isip natin dba? Tulad nalang ng…
WHAT if noong panahon na nag luluksa ka may taong TUMULONG sayo at NAGMAHAL sayo.
Mamahalin mo rin ba??
WHAT if feeling mo nainlove kana sa kanya pero ng totoo nakikita mo lang sa kanya ang replika ng dati mong minahal
Ano gagawin mo?
What if kung yung taong yon naghihingi ng chance para I prove sayo na mahal ka niya.
Ano isasagot mo?
WHAT if binigyan mo nga siya ng chance pero wala kanaman ginawa kundi ikumpara siya sadati mong mahal,syempre at that time nararamdamn na niya na GINAMIT mo lang siya.
Sasabihin mo ba sa kanya na tumigil na siya?
What if yung taong TUMULONG, NAGMAHAL , NAGHINGI ng CHANCEpara mahalin mo at NAGPAGAMIT sayo para lang mahalin mo ay biglang SUMUKO?
Hahayaan mo lang ba?
At ito ang pinaka mabigat na WHAT if,
What if noong panahon na sumuko na siya sayo pagkatapos doon mo na realize na mahal mo siya, ano sasabihin mo ba sa kanya ang nararamdaman mo kahit na alam mo sa sarili mo na huli na lahat?
Ang daming what if diba?? At yan mga what if na yan any ang mga tanong mahirap sagutin.
You are blessed when you’re content with just who you are,
No more, No less
That’s the moment to find you’re self
Proud owner of everything
That cannot be bought.
….
To : Michael
When I met you, I didn’t know what to expect. All I knew was that I was afraid to fall inlove. You’re my friend, you treat me like you’re only little sister but im not treating you as my elder brother because on the first place, I fell inlove with you. We spent many times together and we become a very good friends and my feelings was able to grow and grow.
Since you came into my life, you have shown me the meaning of love. A love that I never knew existed. You gave my life its new meaning. You washed away my insecurities and have made me forget about the broken hearts and broken promises of the past. Being with you has made me realize nothing else that life has to offer could make me happier.
It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me, but I cannot express how I truly feel in fear of tears that fall so easily. I just cannot stop thinking about you and I cannot control my feelings for you,.
This day I decided to tell you what I really feel for you because it hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return but what the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you really feeel, so I'll tell to you right now how I really feel by use of letter.
I LOVE YOU Michael, I love you more than a friend. When I wrote this letter I’m looking to our picture and listening for our favorite song “LUCKY”.
Your friend ,
MICHELLE
===>siguro pang isang daan ko na itong binasa sa harap ng puntod ni michael ang letter na ito , hindi ko kasi ito naibigay sa kanya noong nabubuhay pa siya. Its been years mula ng mawala siya, pero hindi ko parin siya nakakalimutan. Paano ko ba makakalimutan ang bestfriend ko ?Ang taong minahal ko ng lihim sa apat na taon ? na mimis ko na yung mga araw na kasama ko siya . ang hirap kalimutan ang isang taong naging bahagi ng buhay mo na kahit wala na siya di mo parin siya makalimutan. Now I know that I can only love you MICHAEL but I can never have you. I’m letting go of you now, its time to set my self free, this is the hardest thing I will do ,coz I still love you I will be keeping my promise to my self, I will move on but you will always be a part of me. .
Goodbye michael, uuwi na ako sa Philippines para hanapin ang kaligayahan ko at para turuan ang puso ko na magmahal ulit, doon na rin ako mag aaral doon ako magsisimula ng panibagong bukas na wala ka. Alam ko sa una mahirap pero kakayanin ko sabi nga ni mommy kung nabubuhay ka lang, ayaw mong nakikita na nahihirapan ako at tutuparin ko pangako ko sayo na aalagaan ko sarili ko at sana tulungan mo akong makalimutan ka agad kc the more the pinipilit ko na kalimutan ka, the more na nasasaktan ako . Pag nahanap ko na sarili ko at natanggap ko na wala kana ,babalik ako dito. Goodbye bestfriend….goodbye Korea
