Mafia's bride

Chapter-30

If you think you have won then you are far away from the truth - Tanya

Tanya(P.O.V)

The whole night I was unable to sleep maybe it was being in the presence of that criminal but it feels like something bizarre is going to happen . Everything is gone but else is left to be go away from me ? I am terribly missing Zainab and some of my cousin . Although bua was never good to me but her  son and I went pretty well along . Maybe it's true that you can't live without having any relationships. But what if the relations are just a mere act put forward to satisfy the greedy wants of the individual ? Something it feels like that my life has turn into a circus and just like the ringmaster my fate had dancing me on its fingers . Just look at him sleeping peacefully with a smile as if he had not done something slightly wrong . Doesn't he feel guilty ? How can you sleep while taking away someone's freedom and happiness . How !? . The guilty doesn't eat you up or it is scared of you too ? . My blood boils after seeing him and peacefully and all I want to do is to choke him with a pillow but I can't do that uncle Theo , his family and my friends are still with them . I promise you mister mafia that you will curse the day you married me . Tearing my eyes away from his nasty face I went towards the window and open them slightly without making any noise as I am definitely not in the mood to talk with some sh*thead . Your luck was good that day but let me tell you one thing about luck that it don't works every time . Standing there in the moonlight it looked so beautiful the mansion was shinning by the moonlight . The twinkling of stars and the light breeze of wind sounds like a musician playing flute . My whole body left calm and a faint smile appeared on my face . Many stars were twinkling as if someone had poured glitter on the dark blue sky adding a alluring aura to it . Maybe my parents

(Imagine her like this )
are up there as a star watching me . The three stars who were very close to each other reminded me of my family maybe it's them . A sad smile appeared and my heart felt heavy at least one thing is good my parents longing for their son is over . With these thoughts I shut the window and decided to just lay on the bed sleep was not on my mind today . Hey krishna don't let anything bad happen I chanted this continuously until my eyes felt heavy and I slept in the early morning . After he told me to get ready I left the place as I felt I might beat the sh*t out of him verbally . Who is he to order to around ? My principal or my teacher ? Bloody criminal . Badtameez aadmi (shameless man ) pagalo jaise smile kiye ja rhe tha ( He was smiling like a crackhead) . I looked towards the dress which was a heavy kurti and plain leggings .