I look down after a few seconds of holding eye contact, " Mister Brown, please get to class " : I hear someone say with a sternlynis in there voice. " Now " : he shouts again... "YES SIR" : I hear, Mr Brown say which I think is his surname. "Excuse me": he said with his deep husky voice. He places his hands on my hips as he slowly moves me to the side, and starts walking away.and for some of reason it gave me...butterflies?
His scent was stuck in the air for a while.
I quickly shake of what happened and quietly nock on the door frame. Asking to come in. The man with the same voice who shouted earlier speaks and says to come in.
" AAHH Good Morning , you must be miss Smith our new student " he says with a greating Voice. " Yes it is me sir " : I reply
After talking over the rules and also getting a tour of the school, he brings me to my class.
We make our way into the classroom and as soon as we walk in all eyes were on me. And it was HORRIBLE
The principal, which the teacher greeted by the name Mr. Jhon. Had a quick chat, and finally the teacher Miss Jackson returned back to me after Mr. Jhon left
After she quickly scanned the room, she said that I can go take a seat next to Nessa,
Nessa had ruby red hair with beautiful emerald green eyes. She had a pale fair skin with lots of freckles. She was sitting chewing gum, and was doing something on her phone. Her hair was in a cute bun and she had a white dress on with a cute gold necklace.
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I went and took a seat next to her. " HellOOO, I'm Nessa nice to meet you" : she says with a friendly smile, her voice was hyper but at the Same time very calm.
She reached her hand out for me to shake, I quickly return the gesture
" Hi, I'm ISABEL... Isabel Smith, nice to meet you Nessa" : I say to her as we shake hands.
We started chatting a bit in class and seems like we have a lot in common, we both play hokkie and she also did homeschooling when she was younger.
She said to she whould be my personal guide as most of our classes were the same.
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It was now the forth period and me and Nessa didn't have the same classes for the next two periods. Nessa told me were to go but I still wasn't sure. The fifth periods class I found as it was not that far from my first classes. The bell rang scaring me again like it has every single time. I gather my books and look were I am next.
"Chemistry... great": I am not the biggest fan of chem but it has to be done. The bell already rang for the period to start but I was still roaming the halls in search of my class.
This is when my anxiety starts getting bad. I have had Anxiety since I was very young, this is also a BIG reason why my parents don't want me to go to public school since they are scared i get a bad one and no one is here to help.
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After a few more minutes I decided to give up. I went outside to catch a breather as I felt a anxiety attack coming. Outside there are these cement tables with chairs. I decided not to sit there as I was scared to get into trouble, if a teacher saw me.
There were bathrooms outside and I decided to go stand behind the building as it was locked.
I started to struggle to breathe as it got even worse. I leaned against the wall with my hands on my chest. I slowly started sliding down against the wall until a was sitting. My brain the started telling me bad things... really bad things.
I pulled my knees against my chest and my head between my legs. As I started cradling myself for comfort. I could barely breathe.
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AND YES ...FINALLY YOU KNOW HER NAME ISABEL SMITH
HOPE MY STORIE IS GOOD SO far Been trying my best.
