Some Songs I Made Up

Insane

Some things wrong with my brain
I can't tell if I'm sane
Maybe I'm going insane
My future is going down the drain
I could explain
But you wouldn't understand the pain
Unless you were going through the same

I don't know if I'm okay
Because my family says
That it's all in my brain
I must be going insane
To think that my family hates me
That the person that dates me
Must hate me
Because they finally thought twice
And fount out that I'm not nice

You think I'm mean?
You should have seen
My mom who thinks I'm some sort of perfect machine
I'm almost fourteen
And I am in between
If I should be seen
By my own family

My girlfriend must hate me
I wonder why she even dates me
Maybe she shouldnt have ever of seen me
I just want to be free
From this monster inside me
Holding me back
Saying that

'You should just keep it inside
I doubt that you'll die
Unless that's what you want?
I'll just continue to taunt
Taunt you about that 'girlfriend'
She won't even respond!
She won't even write to you
Maybe you too are through'

But I can't break up with her!
She made me promise not to break up with her
I can't break the promise that I made for her
Because she is too important for me to break up with her

Got to Finnish this assignment
So that my grades can realine
I need that A
Get a good grade
So I can stay sane

'But you need to Finnish that video
On YouTube  so that submit why you really owe
Those Wattpad books are waiting
So that people can relate
And you need to create
And you forgot that your late
The 5 books await... '

But my friends need me
I feel so greedy
Man, I mean so needy
For forgetting that I need to write them
Maybe I should tell them?
No, they'd be scared then
Scared to tell me what's wrong
Because something isn't right...

I got to hold the anger in
But my patience is running thin
I cant do this wrong
Because then I'm not strong
I need to do this right
So then I'm perfect
And then maybe I'm worth it

Some things wrong with my brain
Maybe I'm going insane!
My future is going down the drain
I could explain
But you wouldn't understand the pain
Unless you were going through the same

'You need to be thinner
Maybe you should skip dinner's

'They hate you'
'Why date you?'

'You need to get this done
You haven't even begun!'

'Your getting mad~
That would be bad
For you, but I would be glad~

Awe~ Just admit~
If you quit
You'd end it~

Some things wrong with my brain!
I can't tell if I'm sane..
Maybe I'm going insane!
My future is going down the drain..
I could explain..
But you still wouldn't understand the pain..
Unless you were going through the same...