The Waitress

Chapter 006.

There was this one thing.One single thing I've told no one about. Usually,if I trusted them,I would tell them my secret. But for now,the secret has to remain in my head.

Now, I was getting ready. I was forced to go to a stupid club with my friend,Alice.

Alice was a very smart,outgoing,and fun girl.I loved her.She had a frame about 5'7,same as me,and had brunette hair paired with green eyes.

Any guy would want to hit on her.

Believe me,I trust her not to outburst my secret but I don't think I can tell her.

I looked into the mirror sadly.Why is it that I looked horrid in everything I wore?

The beige colored dress looked stunning.Just not on me.

I wore the dress with my black heels and curled the tips of my long black colored hair.

Before I knew it,Alice had knocked on my door and we left the minute she saw me.

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"Come on Ana.Have fun for once.Be loose!" She exclaims.

"Here," she handed me a shot of vodka and as did she,she drank it like nothing.

"Drink it."

"Alice,you know I don't do drinking." I reminded her every twelve-million seconds that I never will,and don't do drinking.

Please,I'm eighteen for god sakes!

"Once.For me Adriana,please?"

I looked at the shot in the small glass and made a disgusted face right before I swallowed it whole.

I felt a burnt sensation in my throat,but that burnt sensation made me feel a bit better about myself.

"Hey!Logan! Come sit with us!" I had no idea who Alice was yelling at right now.She was either drunk or had gone crazy.

I then saw the most irresistible boy on earth.And not irresistible in the good way.

"Logan this Adriana,Adriana this my boyfriend Logan." She smiles happily.

"Nice to meet you Logan." I greeted and forced a smile while he nodded and smiled politely back at me.

Next to Logan was him. The arrogant jerk face. Nathan.

Besides the awkward question I had asked him last week,he seemed eager not to talk about it.He was always acting weird and he always had that hint of mystery in his eyes.

Logan nudged his shoulder gesturing for him to say hello to me but nothing came out.

"You guys want vodka?" Alice asked casually.

"Sure." Logan smiled.

"Yeah." Was all Nathan could say.

After about 5-7 shots,they were all wasted.Including myself. Only one person wasn't wasted very much.Nathan.

I don't know why but I suddenly went up to him and sat next to him.I guess I felt like making conversation.

"Nathaaannn." I slur happily.

"Adriannnaaa." he chuckles back at the amusement of the drunk mess I was.

"How are you my main man? I haven't seen you in forever!!" I exclaim.

"I'm great." He chuckles.

"Can I tell you a secret?" I whisper into his ear.

"Sure.I love secrets." he smiles that perfect white teethed smile of his.It was probably the first or second time I'd seen him smile and my God was it gorgeous.

"I love your smile." I whisper drunkly into his ear whilst giggling.

"That wasn't much of a secret." he again,chuckles and pouts.

"Want to hear another one?" I ask.

"Sure.Why not?" He smiles.

"I'm anorexic.You know,I starve myself." I giggle uncontrollably.

He then quickly grabs a hold of my right wrist tightly,"You what?!" He yells.

"Oops." I hiccup and giggle at the same time.

"Adriana,why didn't you tell me this before???" He asks.

"Because." I say simply.

"Because...?" He says waiting for me to finish my sentence.

"I don't know.It feels good.It feels better not to eat anything at all knowing you are going to gain weight.It feels better because I'm trying to lose weight alright?I feel fat and worthless.Especially when no one loves me.But the worst thing is, I love someone.He has the best hair and the best smile. We
met at a diner and I felt attracted to him.He's funny and cute.But he probably thinks I'm a fucking loser.No one loves me." I pout while a bunch of salty tears stream down my cheeks.

"But Adriana,the guy your attracted to,he's attracted to the same exact girl ."

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