[COMPLETE] under the rain (a bts fanfic)

the cause of rain

Y/n was peacefully sleeping when she heard a loud thud of thunder, and realized it was raining and went to get water, when she passed Yoongi's room she heard light sobs, she went inside and saw Yoongi she went beside him and wrapped her arms around him "its going to be ok" she whispered, y/n stayed with him until he was calm. Y/n stood up to go back to her room and Yoongi grabbed her arm "please don't leave" Yoongi said with a soft voice y/n went back to him and they just laid there, the tension was strong but soon they both fell asleep. A while later a loud thunder clap came and it caused y/n to move closer to Yoongi and held his hand in fear, surprisingly Yoongi held her hand too but they both got startled by each other and let go, moments later Yoongi and y/n were looking at each other. "y/n" Yoongi called "yeah?" y/n asked "i need to tell you something" he whispered, y/n moved closer to hear what he was going to say "i love you" he said in a husky deep voice. Y/n's eyes widened and felt like she was floating not knowing what to say "Yoongi you're drunk" y/n said after pulling herself together as she sat down. Yoongi sat down too "y/n, i love you" Yoongi repeated. "Yoongi.." y/n was overwhelmed and tried to speak "i- i love you too, i've loved you from the very start" y/n said as she hugged Yoongi. Yoongi smiled and hugged her back and Yoongi kissed her, and she kissed back. The only thing in her mind at that time was Yoongi. 

The next day y/n woke up and saw Yoongi, after what happened Yoongi still respected her and was sleeping in the edge of the bed far from y/n. Y/n smiled at him and went to cook breakfast, she got some of the leftover food from last night and reheated it. Soon Yoongi went downstairs. "Good morning!" y/n said in a jolly voice, but Yoongi just ignored her. Y/n was puzzled as they ate, they got to the car and headed back to Seoul. "Yoongi remember that wall over there when-" 
"Y/n can you shut up for once?" Yoongi said "what?" y/n asked as she started to feel like she was being pulled down, "why are you like this Yoongi?" y/n asked again "after what happened last night-"
"The thing that happened last night was nothing" Yoongi said, this time with a louder voice. Y/n's eyes started to fill up with tears "you are a coward!" y/n shouted and demanded him to unlock the car, and he did, like it was nothing. Y/n got out and Yoongi left her there. 

Y/n couldn't stop crying and decided to ride a train. When y/n got back to the apartment she saw a note from her brother "I have something important to attend to so take care of yourself till i get back" y/n read it and tears started pouring out her eyes again, and didn't know who to talk to. Until she saw Jungkook's phone number. She called him "hello?" Jungkook said after he picked up the phone and heard muffled crying "y/n? where are you?" Jungkook asked with a worried voice. "Meet me at that the playground ok?" he said before he hung up. Y/n wiped her tears and thought to herself, 'i don't deserve Jungkook in my life, and yet i had the pride to call him" she thought to herself and pulled on her hair. But she decided to go meet up with Jungkook and tell him everything. As she walked to the playground she saw the building Jungkook showed her the day before her mom's wedding and decided to enter and the things she saw made her feel so many things at once and saw so many beautiful paintings, but as she walked around she saw a part that was covered my a white blanket and lifted it just a little and saw a painting, that had her in it, it was when Aerum was giving her a flower, and saw so many more, one was when they were drinking banana milk, and the one y/n loved the most was the painting of her, the first time they met, she was at the table and was writing on a piece of paper with a nibbled pencil and her hair was tied up the way she always did before she left for America.