Heartbroken [ DNF ]

Confessing !!? ALREADY ?

- time lapse - its march, Dream is talking about this new boy he likes George is putting on a strong face for his best friend "im sure he likes you ! you guys would look great together !" said george "awh thanks gogy" replied Dream 

"it had been less thank 2 weeks since Dream met that boy ! this bs isnt fair.. i just want dream to like me i honestly would do anything ! anything for Dream !" George thought but George couldnt handle the shitty pain and decided to end his friendship with Dream, This is what he sent to Dream. 

"Hey Dream, this is kind of hard to say like really fucking hard to say and im so sorry for doing this but i dont know if we can be friends anymore. The reason is obviously well not obviously but you know i like you right ? like like you ? i mean its pretty obvious so im assuming you do and ive been trying to support your dumb relationships but its hard Dream ! when youre like "omg he so cute" blah blah . like ive been so patient i havent tried ruining your relationships or talking bad abt ur crush or partner, i have been SO patient. Ive stood by you, ive cared for you, ive been there for YOU even when im hurting dude i still put on a smile and try to make you feel better as best as i fucking can. I dont wanna be that jealous bitch who ends a friendship with someone because i love you and u dont love me back and im trying to be okay with that but when you dont even consider my feelings at all it hurts ! it fucking hurts okay ?? im trying not to be rude but i cant handle this anymore i can just be your friend and act like im so "fine" or that everything abt you i wanna be able to rant to you sometimes like you rant to me or tell me stuff you never even ask "are you okay ?" once in a while but what do i do ? i message back right away. Im always worrying about you, im always thinking abt you FOR GODS SAKE IVE BEEN WORKING ON A PARAGRAPH ABOUT YOU FOR 2 WEEKS AND ITS UP TO 36 PAGES 61,042 WORDS AND 289,926 LETTERS do you even understand how much i care for you ? i stand up for you, to even my closest friends when they make fun of you or your name, i tell my friends about you like call me obsessed but whats wrong with caring for someone so much ? not that u even had a second thought abt me and i know it so many people tell me you manipulate me or are fake just by reading our message and i dont see it. I dont wanna see it.

But im starting to believe this bs i tried telling myself "oh he'll maybe like me one day, maybe ?" nah wtf fuck that im not that fucking stupid i know you dont like me. I know you dont care, and im sorry i cant do JACK SHIT about that . i cant be your friend anymore. U dont have to reply. Because you'll probably just reply with "i" or "what" anyways im not up for that shit i dont wanna get mad kay ? i guess this is goodbye just know im always thinking of you. And i love you hm ? yeah thats about all sorry for being so cheesy and pouring my heart out and this is our business..i dont want any of your other friends to know what i said thats so embarrassing Dream, i hope you remember our friendship kay ! ilyyyy bye byeee ! <33" 

"im sorry George i didn't know you felt that was honestly..i used to like you thats why i kept trying to find new people because i thought you didnt like me back !" Dream replied. 

"WDYM IT WAS SO OBVIOUS WHAT- yk its not your fault im sorry.." george said 

"im glad i met you but im so sorry you met me" Dream said "wait wait no im so fucking glad i met you Dream" Dream made Georges day he just couldnt handle the pain anymore. George felt so fucking stupid....