Dear Jel,
Knowing that this will be the last time talking to you. I decided to tell you the truth about this happening. For so long, I did not have the courage to tell you what i was going through. I really wanted to let it go but i couldn't. The past kept coming back to haunt me and it traumatised me. But now the past cannot be changed, since it cannot be washed away.
There are so many things I want to say you. I have been in depression but I hide it away. I have done many ways to injure myself, knowing that i want to end my life. But then, I didn't want this to end that soon so i waited. I have also been going through a lot of hate through social media and i realised that it was because of me being with you have been the caused of it. I wish I could have told you this in person but i couldn't.
Know that I will cherish every memories we made since childhood. After you joined that group, i was happy that you have found a place to go to. I know that every time you will stay up all night trying to think of lyrics for a song. I will also never forget that you love making videos to your fans that watched your content and i watched them too. So many unforgettable memories.
Till my last words, I hope that you will move on from this grieve and forget about the past and focus on the future. And one last thing, the promise we made since young has not been broken yet for we will meet again somewhere. When we meet again, let us chase the dreams of light together. For my last breath on earth, I love you with all my heart.
From Y/N
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The Difference Between Us
FanfictionFor Context Jel x reader This story will based on a song by Sutopuri, Hikari Yume. It had a sad but ambiguous ending so for my creative brain here, I decided to make a story based on it and focus on the difference and lives between reader and Jel. ...
